Reflections (10/98) Part 1 In the center of the dance floor, under muted lights, Javier and Katherine moved rhythmically to the slow, sensual sounds of the music drifting from the speakers. It was rare that such music played at the Raven, but no one seemed to mind. Javier had generously bribed the deejay to play the song one more time, with the hope of rekindling the embers of romance that had started to glow only a few weeks ago. He had blown it in a major way the first time they had danced to this song and he fervently hoped it hadn’t ruined things between them. From all appearances, it seemed to him that she was giving him one more chance. A chance he probably didn’t deserve. - - - - Two weeks ago, Javier talked the deejay into playing Katherine’s favorite song. Their relationship had shown signs of progressing and he wanted their first dance together to be special. And special it was, but not quite the way he planned. Taking her into his arms that night on the dance floor, Katherine stirred feelings of warmth and excitement that he had not felt in a long time. Then, without warning, he was jolted by the vision of Tracy’s bright and cheerful smile. He closed his eyes and shook his head slightly to clear the vision only to have Tracy’s face return to him with even more clarity. At that moment, Javier wordlessly pushed Katherine away from him, leaving her standing in the middle of the dance floor alone and very confused. He had only one thought on his mind as he distanced himself from the confusing feelings the dance with Katherine had endangered in him. He pushed open the Raven’s door with that goal in mind: escape. After making sure no one was watching, he took flight in the cold Toronto night, and tried to put the last few minutes behind him. Way behind. Vachon floated on the air currents high above the city, barely noticing the sparkle of lights below. Before long, it occurred to him he reached the destination he subconsciously sought; a tiny dark spot lying quietly on the outskirts of the city. The remnant patches of snow glistening in the moonlight were the only source of light. Silently, he settled to the ground, and looked around trying to understand what it was that had brought him here. Then he saw it. The full moon shone brightly on the simple rose-colored marble headstone as if to beckon him. In a second, he was there silently studying the marker that announced to the world that Tracy Vetter, beloved daughter of Richard and Barbara Vetter, rested in this lonely spot forever. 1967-1995. Such a short time for her. Hardly a blink of an eye for him. He had once told Tracy that he had mourned many mortal friends during his lifetime, and on the surface, she was just one more. But Tracy was not just another mortal friend that he had lost. In their short time together she had become very special to him. She was a reminder of how fleeting mortal life was. How one minute it could be bright and beautiful and full of wonder and excitement and the very next be cold, dark and empty. A profound sense of loneliness washed over him as he stood there trying to collect his thoughts. He understood then what had brought him here this night. He had to thank her for what she did so bravely in the church not so many months ago. To apologize for not being there when she was shot. To say good-bye. Javier lowered himself to the ground and leaned against her headstone. He spent hours in the cold, quiet cemetery talking to her as Tracy lay still in the defrosting Toronto ground. Saying things to her in death that he couldn ’t bring himself to say to her in life. Finally, the hint of sunrise gave the eastern horizon a soft glow. “Good-bye Tracy,” he told the marker, his voice dripping with emotion. He lifted his gaze to the sky. “I hope you found happiness, wherever you are. “ Javier leaned over, ran his hand against the cold headstone one last time, then straightened up and took to the sky. - - - - - - - - - - Since his visit with Tracy, Javier’s feelings of guilt when he held Katherine in his arms began to wane. He was able to relax with her and concentrate more on the relationship he knew they were building. For some reason he could not explain, he needed that relationship. And he was finding he needed her more and more each day. The song continued. Unconsciously, he pulled her nearer, almost as if trying to protect her. He smiled to himself as she responded with a soft moan in his ear. - - - - - Katherine thought as she moved in step with her vampire partner, thoroughly enjoying the moment. The mix of his cologne with a hint of blood almost made her dizzy. As the softness of his jet-black hair mingled with his rough beard against her cheek, her heart started to race. Her body tingled in response to his cold touch. He felt “right” in her arms. Her thoughts darted back to the first time they’d danced. It ended abruptly with his leaving without a word. She didn’t see him for several days after that and she was surprised as to how much it bothered her. It was during his absence that she realized how much she’d grown accustomed to his being around everyday. And it was then that she finally admitted to herself how deeply she cared for him. It had been a long several days. When Vachon returned, he seemed more settled, more at peace with himself. Katherine was relieved when he didn’t stiffen in response to her embrace, and actually brought her just a little closer to him, holding on to her a little longer. She wanted the moment to last forever. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - The music continued and Katherine snuggled more closely into his embrace, thoroughly enjoying his arms around her body, melting into the closeness they were feeling. She considered giving him what she knew he wanted. What he had been wanting for some time now. It wouldn’t be difficult. She could almost feel his sharp fangs break the skin on her neck, releasing he blood he desired so intensely. A disjointed feeling washed over her as she imagined her blood flowing into him, his into her. As she lifted her head to whisper in his ear, both she and Vachon became acutely aware that something very dark and evil was approaching. With animalistic alertness, they pulled away from each other, scanning the room for the intruder. >From out of nowhere, Lacroix appeared next to them. “We have guests, ” he announced in a husky whisper. “Get her out of here. I will hold them off as long as I can. GO!” He was halfway to the front door before they even started to leave. Javier held Katherine's hand tightly. "Come," he commanded and turned without waiting for an answer. They headed for the rear door. It was concealed in such a way that very few knew of its existence. He was glad he had taken the time to explore the Raven before it was set up again or he might have never found it. "Javier, it's ok," Katherine tried to tell him as she fairly ran to keep up with him. He ignored her, making their way through the crates and furniture of the last room before the last door. "Gentlemen, welcome to the Raven." Lacroix put on his most engaging front. "To what do I owe the honour of your visit?" "You can dispense with the niceties, Lucien Lacroix," the taller of the two, who was obviously the leader, growled. "Where is she?" His flagrant attempt to be menacing failed miserably. Lacroix was unimpressed. Coolly, Lacroix gestured around the room. "As you can see, we have many of the female gender here tonight. Perhaps if you could be more specific?" "You know who we mean. We know she is here. Where are you hiding her?" The Enforcer stepped in closer to Lacroix. They were nose to nose. He was disappointed that Lacroix didn’t even flinch. Characteristically in control, he replied with slight impatience, "I am hiding no one. If there is someone you have lost, by all means, take a look around. But please, do not disturb my guests." Lacroix backed away to allow the two men dressed in dark suits to pass. The taller Enforcer hissed at Lacroix as the two started down the steps leading to the dance floor. They split up and combed every inch of the room. Those of the vampire persuasion recognized the two and backed away in respect, or perhaps it was fear, when they approached. The mortals were aware something evil had passed by them. All denied seeing the subject of their pursuit. Lacroix remained at the head of the stairs to observe the scene unfold. He knew that these Enforcers were young and would never consider a back way out. "Did you find someone to your liking?" Lacroix asked as they returned. "She is not here, as you said," the would-be leader responded, unable to conceal his frustration and disappointment. "We apologize for the imposition." He was once again nose to nose with Lacroix. "If you are aiding her, Lucien Lacroix, we highly recommend that you reconsider. He will not deal kindly with those who protect ***that one.***" Lacroix didn't bat an eye. "We will see you later,” the taller one hissed. Lacroix watched silently as the two returned to the street. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Together, Katherine and Vachon stepped into the alley, fully alert. "They're looking for you, aren't they?" Vachon half-whispered, half-sent the question. In the darkness, he could see her nod. Vachon thought about the last few moments. Lacroix had been visibly apprehensive about the Enforcers’ arrival. The electricity in the air of the club at that moment had run high. Yet, being the prey of these Enforcers, Katherine stood calmly next to him, silently nodding in affirmation. He shook his head, confused. "Shouldn’t you be getting out of here?" "Shh,” she held up her hand, “they're here." "Katherine Collins," a deep voice echoed from the shadows of the alley. "We know you are here. It would be so much easier for you if you came out and joined us. We promise we won't hurt you." Vachon was surprised to see her step out into the middle of the alley in plain sight of the Enforcers. He remained in the shadows, ready to join in the fight that he was sure that was about to happen. Their presence agitated him. There was something intangible in the air he couldn't identify, but he knew he didn't like it. Acutely aware of her surroundings, she walked in a circle looking around her, above her and around her once more. "I'm here," she declared, almost taunted. "Your promises don't mean a damn thing and you know it. Now, it's time for you to show yourselves.” She circled once more, waiting for an answer. "Show yourselves, I said." Her command broke the silence. She stood in the middle of the alley, poised for the assault she knew was coming. Her only question was from which angle. The two Enforcers approached her from both sides. She eyed them warily. "So, He sent two children after me, did He?" She taunted them, punching the right buttons. "He sent two little boys to do a man's work. I bet both of you think this is going to be a piece of cake, don't you?" She laughed. They were on either side of her now, about ten feet away. Annoyed by her words, the tall one took a step closer. "You are coming with us, Katherine. You have no choice. He wants to see you and speak with you Himself, He told us we weren’t to harm you." "Then let Him come for me, not send two lackeys to round me up." They were each about five feet from her now, and Katherine braced herself for the inevitable attack. She was churning with emotion inside, but determined not to let them see it. Weapons appeared in their hands almost as soon as she finished speaking. Not the expected stakes, but syringes meant to subdue her. Grabbing the smaller one by his lapels, Katherine deftly swung him onto the syringe yielded by his partner. He screamed in pain and terror as the drug flowed into his body. Startled by this change of expected events, the taller Enforcer looked at Katherine, unsure of what to do. Before he could process anything, he was airborne; aiming toward a wrought iron fence that sinisterly gleamed in the alley light. It was over before Vachon could reach her. She turned, ready to defend herself at the sound of his approach. Holding up both hands in front of him, he called out, "Whoa, Katerina, it's me, Javier.” The light from the alley fell across her face, allowing Vachon to catch her glowing eyes fade to her normal green and watch her fangs retreat. Eyes bright with apprehension and defense traded their way for recognition and relief. "Javier?" A child's voice came from the female warrior before him. He put his arm around her waist, and she rested her head on his shoulder for a minute, composing herself. Then she stood back to survey the damage. A look of satisfaction covered Lacroix’s face as he silently watched from the shadows. Quietly, he stepped out of the darkness, joining Vachon and Katherine in the alley. "Michael sent two boys after me. Two rookies. He'll not make that mistake again." She bent down and picked up a long, sharp piece of wood, broke it across her knee, then crossed over to where the smaller Enforcer lay under the influence of the poison she should have received. Replacing the syringe with the stake, Katherine studied her attacker. ”So we’re using curare and garlic, now, are we?” She looked up from the body, her questioning gaze meeting Lacroix’s. Inwardly she wondered how much he knew of the use of this mixture and desperately tried to remember when he had joined them. At the mention of curare and garlic, Vachon looked at Lacroix with surprise. He had heard of such a mixture used on rare occasions to subdue renegade vampires. Lacroix avoided both their questioning gazes, instead concentrating on the Enforcer who lay before them and was apparently coming around. Rising from the Enforcer’s side, she put ever so much pressure on the stake resting just above his heart. Patiently, she watched and waited for him to become more aware of his surroundings. His vision was still cloudy, but he was very much aware of the position he was in when she addressed him. "So, He knows where I am now, does He?” Katherine put more pressure on the stake with each “He”. “Tell Him if He wants me, He must find me Himself. Tell Him He's not the leader He thinks He is if He doesn't. You can tell Him I told you to say that. Let Him know what I think of these little games He has to play." The crumpled vampire tried in vain to push the stake off his chest. She met the movement with more pressure. "Look at me," she ordered and leaned even harder into he stake. "Tell Him what happened here tonight. Tell Him if I haven’t heard form Him by Monday, we have nothing more to talk about. " She pulled the stake off his chest and gave him a swift kick in the ribs. "GO, NOW!" Lacroix stood at Vachon's side as they watched the scene unfold. The young Enforcer lay quaking on the ground beneath her. The effects of the drug had given way to fear. Once again, she seemed to have grown in size and certainly exhibited a surprising amount of strength. She had the upper hand and was using it to its utmost. When she was finished, the poor thing had barely enough strength and presence of mind to get up and run away. She threw the wooden stake in disgust as she watched him escape. "Damn!" She swore under her breath. In a rare moment of uncertainty, Lacroix held back and let Vachon approach her. "What's wrong?” He asked softly. She could see the concern on his face. She looked up at him, her annoyance with the Enforcer fading. "I broke a nail!" She smiled and laughed at the absurdity of her statement. Vachon was unsure if he should approach her. Sensing this hesitance, she held out her arms to him "It's ok, I won't bite." She immediately melted into his embrace, seeking much needed comfort. Vachon's surprised and confused gaze met with the equally astonished Lacroix's. "Let's go inside," Javier spoke into her ear. " We've got a lot to talk about." Part 2 (10/98) Physically and emotionally spent, Katherine let Javier lead her to a private room in the Raven. Sinking deep into the large leather chair, she closed her eyes, largely to avoid looking at the two vampires who she knew were watching her intently from across the candlelit room. After giving some thought as to how to deal with the inevitable, she opened her eyes, and looked at both men whose own eyes were filled with questions, apprehension and respect. "I take it you saw what happened out there?" She always lost touch with her surroundings during these encounters, and usually only remembered snippets of things that happened. She had been vaguely aware of Javier in the shadows of the alley, but had no idea when Lacroix had joined him. Intrigued and excited by the confirmation of what he had been suspecting for awhile, Lacroix spoke first. “You defeated an Enforcer out there, Katherine. Not one, but two. You are not going to deny the power you have? You revealed yourself and your true nature back there in the alley. I,” he glanced at Vachon, “* we* both saw what you are." "I did what I had to do, Lacroix,” she said evenly. "I defended myself. As for my true nature, I revealed nothing. There is nothing to reveal. I only did what I needed to do." Vachon leaned against the wall, arms crossed in front of his chest, watching her response to the elder vampire. It was becoming apparent to him she had no idea of what she became at that moment of strength. She had reacted instinctively, unaware of who or what she transformed into when challenged. Smiling with the deep satisfaction of knowing her secret, Lacroix egged her once more. "My dear Katherine," he began with slight irritation, "no mortal has the strength you showed out there tonight. We both watched you toss two men much bigger than you across the alley like ragdolls. And as you found solace in Vachon’s arms, here, your eyes glowed green. We both saw it. You can’t deny it. “ He turned away from her with impatience. Confusion and frustration spread over her face as she tried to recollect the scene Lacroix described. She vaguely remembered the encounter as no more unusual than the martial arts lessons she had taken. She could remember the fear emanating from the enforcer she just sent off to his leader. That was all. There was nothing else. She tried to read the expressions on the faces of the two vampires before her. Both faces told her Lacroix was telling the truth. The sinking feeling of being played for a fool by those who had guided her since her father's death slowly enveloped her. She crossed her arms and hugged her shoulders, in an unconscious attempt to run away. Vachon stood up and crossed the room. He knelt on the floor in front of her, placing his hands on her knees. "He's right, Katherine. We saw it happen. We saw what you became." Silently, her mind screamed "NO!” yet Vachon and Lacroix both heard it. Katherine hung her head with exhaustion and cried. Vachon reached out and stroked her hair. "What a touching scene," Lacroix jeered and began to move around the room. "We need to deal with what just went on here, Katherine. Those Enforcers will be coming back. Michael won’t be too happy that you killed one of his messengers. Not to mention that I just got this place up and running again, and I don't intend to lose the customers who have just returned.” "Your precious little bar won't be destroyed, Lacroix, I promise you * * that* *. You are right, though, an Enforcer will be back by Monday. After that, I don't know what will happen." She raised her eyes slowly, too tired to shoot a dark look at him. She looked at Vachon, then Lacroix. "As for what happened here..." She looked as if the weight of the world dropped on her shoulders. Involuntarily, tears filled her eyes. "I…I have to go.” She gently touched Vachon's shoulder, tried to smile, and got up and ran out. "Cinderella running away from the ball," Lacroix commented dryly to Vachon as they watched her go. "She's exhausted." Vachon observed. "She's more than that, I can assure you." Lacroix retorted as one of the bartenders came to the door requesting his attention. Part 3 (10/98) Trying very hard to maintain her composure, Katherine made her way through the dance floor of the Raven. It was getting late and the crowd was thinning out. No one paid attention to her as she stumbled through the nightclub. She fumbled for her keys when she exited the building, pausing outside the door just long enough to scan the street for her car. Only after she turned the ignition on did she look back at the Raven to see if she had been followed, there was no one to be found. In a way, she was glad Vachon hadn’t followed her. All she really wanted there and then was to be alone. The engine roared in response to the pressure from her foot. She put the car into gear and sped off, with no particular destination in mind. Vachon quietly followed her out into the main room of the Raven, watched her make her way through the remaining guests and out the door. He stared at the door from the bar for quite some time, half expecting her to return. The familiar voice of Miklos, the bartender, brought him back to the present. "Can I get you something?" Vachon stared at him trying to comprehend what he was asked. Recovering, he ordered a glass of the house special. As he slowly sipped the red liquid from his glass, a silent argument ensued in his head. < She knows what she's doing. > He told the voices in his head and put down the empty glass. "I NEED to know what she's doing." He said aloud to no one and got up and left the bar. In the very alley they had stood earlier, Vachon made sure no one was watching and took to the air and began his search. After checking her condo, he flew over the city. It was nearly 5 a.m. and the streets were pretty clear. A delivery truck from the farmer's market wound its way down a street. He saw a few cars making their way home, or work. They were too large to be hers. A patrol car was making its rounds. He headed toward the docks. She was not to be found. Then he remembered her telling him about a park overlooking Lake Ontario. She had told him how she would go there after work to watch the sun rise. It was his last chance. The black night sky was melting into a faint deep purple as he set down in the parking lot, not too far from the familiar black Mustang. He could see her silhouette in the steamed drivers' side window. She was blowing her nose. - - - - - - Katherine parked the car so she could watch the day begin as she had dozens of times since coming to Toronto. She had found this particular spot on one of her first days off. She spent many mornings with a mug of hot coffee in her hands watching the night give way to the daylight before going home to bed. Watching the sunrise was a habit she had gotten into ever since discovering the truth about her father. At first, she started out making the gesture for her absent father, watching the soft glow of the early morning become bright sunlight, soaking in the warmth of its rays. It made her sad, then, to know he was not able to be there with her. After his destruction, it became more of a tribute to him. Sometimes she thought she felt his presence, watching with her. It was at the least, a comforting thought. In this early morning, however, with the promise of the dawn revealing itself to her, she found no comfort. Indeed, she could not even remember her father's face, much less feel his presence. She felt lost and betrayed. She felt as if it had all been lies. Her entire existence was a lie. Or was it? --- She had made a difference in a number of lives, mortal and not. The portrait of George Washington would not have been saved if she had not helped Dolly extricate it from its frame. She had housed a group of young vampires in the belly of the burned out White House while repairs were made. No one was the wiser. She walked the battlefields of the Civil War with Clara Barton and saved countless men from death. She protected the vampires that spent time in the field hospitals, caring for the wounded and the dead. Melissa, Christine, James and Daniel would have surely died in the orphanage in London in the bombing raids if she hadn't been there. She kept the vampires and the children separate in the abandoned building. The children and the authorities never knew of the vampire's existence. Despite her anguish, she smiled at the memory of those children, now grown and with families of their own in the States and England. She had lost track of Daniel, but had heard he had found a good family. --- Katherine beat her fists on the steering wheel half out of frustration and half to make a point to herself. She mentally fought with no one. Tears of pain and frustration flowed down her cheeks as she sat in her car that cold Toronto morning. They had told her this would be her last "assignment". They had told her she would be free to experience life for a while. They would call her back when they needed her, as they always did, but they gave their word to give her more time, this time. She just had to finish this project in Toronto. A loud rap on the window by her left ear made her jump. She grabbed the wheel and started the car to leave in a hurry. "Wait, Katherine, it’s me,” his familiar voice called out. With her gloved hand, she cleared the fogged window, to find Vachon’s face looking back at her. "Let me in," he told her, partly afraid she’d drive off. But, she turned the ignition off and unlocked the passenger door. A blast of cold air ripped through the car as Javier opened the door and sat down. She shivered, sniffled and asked, "How did you find me?" Her eyes were swollen and nose was red from crying. He reached for the last tissue, dabbed her cheek and smiled at her. "You told me about this place, remember?" She didn't, but nodded anyway. She clutched his hand at her cheek and pressed it closer to her face, and then brought it to her lips and kissed it. "It's been a long night." He said as he watched her kiss his hand. "Look at you, you're exhausted. I think it's time you go home and get some sleep." His manner was gentle, caring. Vachon looked at the lightening sky. "Besides, it will be daylight soon." He wondered. "Ok." She murmured into his hand. He sat staring at her a moment more. "I'll drive,” he said. "You are in no shape right now." She nodded once more and moved to get out of the car. It seemed to her as if she was in a dream. Maybe she'd wake up and things would be as they were yesterday. Vachon quickly dove into the driver's seat, “This is going to be close, “ he muttered to himself as he started the car and punched the accelerator. He had once heard that the police force is at its minimum on the street at the change of shift. He assumed this morning that theory to be correct, because he saw no patrol car as he whizzed through the streets of Toronto. He broke all speed limits, and ran stoplights and stop signs without a cop in sight. The sun crested the skyline as he pulled into her parking space. He moved swiftly to her door, helped her out and the both of them raced to her condo. He didn't bother with the locks, pausing long enough to kick the door open. Quickly entering the house, he stepped to the side, out of the stream of light flowing through the opened door. Instinctively conscious of his needs, Katherine slammed the door shut. She tried to make sense as to why she couldn't activate the lock, but gave up. Her head hurt too much to think. His movement in the shadows to her left reminded her Javier brought her home. Now the lock made sense. She detected a faint odor of singed flesh in the air. "Oh, oh, I'm sorry." She flipped on the light switch and went over to him. Faint puffs of smoke wafted from his exposed skin. "I'll be alright. It's ok." He tried to pass it off as nothing. Once more tears welled up in her green eyes. "It's all my fault." She broke down into sobs again. "Hey, it's not that bad. See?" He held up both hands. They were still steaming, but the skin was intact. "I've had closer calls, believe me." He gently pulled upward on her chin to look at her tear-stained face. "I'll live," he smiled. This started heavy sobs again, but this time into his shoulder as they held each other in the hallway. This was the vulnerability he had been sensing, out in the open in sharp contrast with the strength he had witnessed earlier. "Shh, it will be all right" He felt her tiring as he continued to hold her while she cried. "You need to go wash your face off and get some sleep." "No, I don't want to go to sleep. I can't. I’ve got too much to do…" She tried to protest. Ignoring her, he led her down the hall to the bathroom. He switched on the fluorescent light causing thousands of fireworks to explode in her head. She covered her eyes with her hands. "Here." He pulled her in front of the big mirror. "You look like hell. Wash off you face and then, young lady, you are going to bed. Whatever you need to do, whomever you need to speak to can wait until later in the day. You can't think clearly like this." He threw her a washcloth and turned on the faucet. Then he stood back and watched her do as she was told. She rinsed her face with cold water. It felt good. Her head seemed to stop throbbing. She turned the water off, folded the washcloth over the towel rack and turned to Vachon. "OK?" He nodded in silent approval. "Can I have some time alone?" She asked. He gave her a puzzled look, realized where they were and left her in the bathroom. While she was finishing, he took down the blanket on the bed and fluffed her pillows. "You'll make someone a good wife someday." She stood in the doorway watching him. Her green eyes were accentuated by the puffy redness and even more emphasized by the green pajamas she'd changed into. "We'll discuss that later." He patted the pillow. "Time to get in" "No, Javier, I couldn't sleep, really. There's too much going on in my mind." "Get in and get some sleep, now." He knew he wouldn't be effective, but tried his hypnotic voice on her anyway. It was worth the try. She knew he was right. All of her ached and she suddenly felt very, very tired. "You win." She told him and climbed into the bed. He sat on the edge of the bed next to her and tucked the comforter around her shoulders. She started to speak, but he stopped her. "Don't talk. I'll sleep in the other room. Get some rest. Wake me when you get up." He bent over and kissed her softly on the lips. She was asleep by the time he turned the light out. Part 4 (10/98) "I want to know the truth, Charles. Everything." "You're in no condition to deal with this appropriately, Katherine. We will talk later." He tried to leave, but she blocked his way. "You’re, not leaving Charles. I want to talk NOW." Her voice dripped with venom. She had summoned her "mentor" after rising from several hours of fitful sleep. "I want to know all about me. What have you and the others done to me? What exactly am I? And you ARE going to tell me, today." There was no hint of the frustration and exhaustion from the night before. Instead, she was a picture of strength and determination. She had grown accustomed to commanding respect, and she was going to get it this afternoon. She was going to get answers. "Katherine, you were there. You know what happened to you. We sheltered you from the Enforcers since the day your parents were killed. They would have surely destroyed you that day, but we took you in and taught you our ways and gave you a purpose. We taught you everything you needed to know." "What I needed to know? You decided what I should know, what I should do. You've planned every moment of my life since my parents died. I've been watched the entire time- why? For what? To make sure I didn't go off and do the * * wrong thing * * ? She continued, "And just what IS the wrong thing, Charles? What are they afraid of? That I’ll fall in love with a vampire again?" He winced and she knew she'd struck a nerve. " That’s it, isn't it? You want me to protect vampires, but not get involved with them? How dare you put me in that position!” He tried to avoid her eyes. They all knew the day would come when she'd find out the truth. He had hoped it would have been under more "friendly" circumstances. "Jonathon was a mistake," he said quietly and tried to change the subject. " You've got a job to do here, Katherine. Are you or aren't you going to finish it?" "How was he a mistake? Your mistake? Mine? What was the mistake?" she demanded. Still trying to avoid looking at her, Charles replied, "You should have never met him. You were too young, too impressionable. He was a good talker, swept you off your feet." "I was 150 years old, Charles! I was, no, I am not impressionable. He didn't ‘sweet talk' me into anything. He was different than the others, kind and loving. He didn't want to kill anymore." "But he did kill, didn't he? Like the rest of them, those disgusting creatures. He drained the blood of those he loved. You were going to be next, Katherine. He would have killed you too." "No, Charles, he would not have killed me. I would have survived, you know that..." "Survived? Perhaps. And then what would you have become? Another one of them?" He spoke as if the word tasted bitter. "I would not have become a vampire, Charles. My father drank from me and I never did. Jonathon drank from me." Charles looked surprised. "Yes, he did, and I didn't go across. I would have survived, Charles, because that's what I do," she finished sadly. Charles stared at her. "You survive because of the old ones, Katherine. It is our intervention that keeps you from harm." “Is that what happened with Jonathon? The Old Ones were protecting me from harm?” Katherine became agitated and paced in front of Charles. “From who? The Enforcers? How * * did * * they find out, Charles? How did they know about us?” “Your beloved Jonathon came from a long line of vampires. We were aware of this when we gave you the assignment. You had been so successful with older vampires in the past that we felt you would be able to handle that one. And you did very well, as I recall. The vampire’s desires were diverted and the young lady in question was able to continue her work.” Charles reached out a hand and held on to Katherine’s arm to get her to stop her pacing. “What we didn’t count on was that this particular vampire was tired. We know now that he’d been looking for someway to get away from his master’s influence. Perhaps he thought you were his way out, I don’t know. In any case, the two of you were already deeply involved before the Enforcers or we realized what was happening.” “But why would they have been interested?” “Because, my dear Katherine, this tired vampire you became so attached to was the brother of the head of the Enforcers for that area.” Charles waited a few minutes for his words to sink in. Katherine slowly sank into the stool at the breakfast bar. “At first, we considered the possibility that he knew who you were and was using you. But, then we became convinced that Jonathon really wanted to get away from his brother and he was not aware of who you were.” Warm tears forced their way over her eyelashes and flowed freely down her cheeks. Katherine could feel his strong arms around her, his soft kiss on her lips. She could hear his last words to her, “My Katerina, always remember how much I love you.” She closed her eyes, spilling even more tears down her face as the night she’d tried so hard to forget replayed once more in her mind. Charles concentrated on Katherine, silently breaking into her thoughts. - - - - - Katherine watched him clean the corners of his mouth, still fresh with her blood. “Jon, what’s wrong? You aren’t yourself tonight.” He almost crushed her as he drew her into his arms. Forcing a smile that he knew she’d see through, he told her, “Nothing, my love. There’s nothing for you to worry about.” This caused Katherine to become even more concerned. “What is it?” She became alarmed at the look in his eyes. Jonathon started to speak, but the door to the loft burst open. Instinctively, he pushed her behind him, pleading with the intruders. “I’ll go with you as I promised. Just don’t hurt her. “ In a flash, he was tossed across the room leaving her to defend herself against the two very large attackers. It was very clear that it was she who was their prey. To their surprise, she fought them off with strength that equaled their own. As Jonathon slowly recovered, she held them at bay. Now completely vampire, he joined her in the battle against the first line of Enforcers. He continued to beg for her safety. “ I told you I would go with you. Leave her alone.” Katherine could remember more Enforcers rushing into the room, torches in the hands of some and stakes in the others. Clearly, they did not intend for her to leave. At some point, Geoffrey appeared and joined in the battle. The three fought valiantly. The next thing she could remember clearly was a weakened Jonathon, shirt torn away, pinned to the floor by two of the larger assailants. The others had fled. The only other one left held a wooden stake menacingly at Jonathon ’s midchest, its tip just breaking the skin. Terror stricken, Jonathon searched the faces of his captors. “You promised,” he begged once more. “We lied,” came the cold reply, along with more pressure against the defeated vampire’s chest. Geoffrey caught a frantic Katherine by the arms, who was struggling to run to her lover’s aid. “No, Katherine, don’t!” He pled with her. “Leave him alone!” Understanding that this was the end, Jonathon whispered huskily to Katherine, “My Katerina, always remember how much I love you.” At that moment, she pulled free. The momentum of the struggle caused her to fly forward, trip on the corner of the carpeting and onto the Enforcer with the stake. The force of her fall was enough to drive the stake through Jonathon’s heart. “NO!” Her anguished cry echoed throughout the room. The events had shocked Katherine so that she never considered removing the stake from his chest. Tears flowing uncontrollably, she slumped next to Jonathon, reaching out her hand to caress his face one last time. “No, no,” she cried. Taken by surprise by the unexpected turn of events, the Enforcer stood motionless, watching the scene progress in slow motion. The death of one of his kind reminded him of his mission, and he moved to capture the hysterical Katherine. But it was Geoffrey who reached her first. He grabbed her arm and pulled her away from where Jonathon had lain. As he did so, a doorway of pure white light appeared. He nearly tossed her into it, shouting, “Go! Now!” Without thinking, she stumbled through the portal. As she turned to Geoffrey, whom she expected to be behind her, she heard him cry out with intense pain. The Enforcer had rammed a flaming torch into Geoffrey’s back, killing him instantly. - - - - - - - - - Sobbing heavily, Katherine attempted to look at Charles through her tears. He handed her a box of tissue. “Here, blow your nose,” he told her compassionately. “Jonathon was Michael’s brother?” she asked incredulously. Charles nodded. “Michael was his master. He had brought Jonathon across centuries ago. The two were at odds with each other even as mortals. Jonathon had always been the renegade and parted ways with his group about two hundred years ago. That was right around the time Michael had taken over as the chief Enforcer of this area.” “You sent me after the brother of an Enforcer?” Katherine tried to make sense out of what Charles was saying. “Yes.” Charles nodded. “Again, Katherine, we felt that you were up to this assignment, and we watched you every step of the way. Things got out of hand. “What we think happened in your case, was that Michael traced you through Jonathon. He would have the Enforcers visit Jonathon from time to time to keep him in line. Jonathon was becoming more of an irritant and embarrassment to Michael everyday. He was tiring of the games Jonathon would play to irritate him. Although Jonathon had more or less broken ties with his master, he was still accountable to him. It had been awhile since Michael summoned Jonathon and we had no inkling that they would meet at that point. At some time they did. Michael somehow must have been able to determine that you were with Jonathon. Imagine his surprise when he found both of you together. Two for the effort of getting one. We think that Jonathon had agreed to return to his community in exchange for your safety.” He paused and put a comforting arm around Katherine’s shoulders. “Only now do I understand that he really did love you. He tried to protect you and gave his life doing so.” “No, Charles, I took his life. I should have removed the stake from his chest. I had the time. I could have done it,” Katherine murmured quietly and hung her head. He squeezed her shoulders once more. “No, Katherine. I believe he sacrificed himself to give Geoffrey enough time to get you to safety. You fell on the Enforcer, that’s true, but things you weren’t aware of took place so that you were able to get back to us.” She looked at him sharply. “You saw what I was just remembering?” “Of course, my dear,” he said gently. “You really didn’t see all of what was going on that night in the room. Jonathon really did save your life. He bought Geoffrey the time needed to activate the portal. Once he saw it forming, he knew your would be safe. And now, for Geoffrey’s sake, and Jonathon’s too, you must go on.” “It seems that’s what I do best, isn’t it?” Her voice echoed with sarcasm and exhaustion. He stepped back as if she reached out and slapped him. “If that’s all, I’ll be going,” he told her. “No, that isn’t all. You still haven’t explained what happened to me last night. That wasn’t one of your interventions, I know that. So don’t lie to me. Tell me who I am Charles. Tell me what I am.” Part 5 He stared at her as if seeing her for the first time. Then he nodded in resignation. "I will tell you what I know." "But you must promise me that you will let me finish and you will give yourself some time to think over what I am about to tell you before you react. Remember, the old ones have grown to love you very much and in many ways you are their daughter. They wish no harm to come to you." Now that the moment of truth had come, she almost wished she hadn't pushed so hard. Only the movement of her repositioning herself on the barstool betrayed her apprehension. “Your father recognized that you were special when you were young,” Charles told her gently and once again started pacing. “He knew it would be only a matter of time before your mother figured out what you were and he was most concerned for your safety and welfare. Through certain parties, he came into contact with us and made arrangements for us to care for you should something happen to him. He understood that only through us would you have a chance of survival. “When your mother arranged for your fiancée’s death, we knew it was time for us to step in. It was our intent to save both you and your father, but unfortunately, we came in too late to save him. Ultimately, it was you that we were after. We knew your potential needed to be expanded. If we got to you before the Enforcers, then at least you'd have a chance to do some good and not die in that house." Charles stopped his pacing and turned to her. Katherine listened to Charles’ story in silence, unable to shake the feeling that her father was there in the room with her. “What am I, Charles?” "Just before your parents were destroyed, your father had taken your blood." Katherine nodded slowly, remembering that awful night so long ago. "That was when your mother came into the room and discovered the two of you. She was shocked and furious. Finally the last seven years made sense to her, your father had no longer fought with her, his cravings for blood settled down, and the attacks in the village had almost disappeared. She realized at that moment what their union had borne. You could withstand the attack of a vampire and walk in the daylight. She knew also you had her blood in your veins. The combination of the two of them in you made you stronger than her. She understood this immediately. She hated you more then than she had in all your years.” Charles paused. “And that makes me?” Katherine held her breath, not sure she really wanted to hear his answer. Drawing in a deep breath Charles told her flatly, "You are a mutation of nature, my child, a combination of your mother, a witch,” he saw her grimace "it's ok, don't deny it, her abilities have helped you already." He studied the young face he had come to love as a daughter. " And your father, the vampire.” The words echoed throughout the room. The sun had gone down at the very moment he uttered them. Vachon involuntarily sat straight up in the bed. Charles braced himself for her reaction, but Katherine sat there, staring at him, absorbing all he had told her. Confirmation of what Lacroix had suspected. Numb to the affirmation of her existence. "And?' she asked. "And what?" He didn't know what she was talking about. "And, why is it I can walk in the sunlight, Charles? Why is it I can wolf down a hamburger and fries with the best of them?" he thought. "We aren't quite sure ourselves. It took us a long time to try to figure out how to handle you. There aren’t many around like you and certainly you are the only one with us." He smiled, as if in response to a private joke. " From what we've been able to determine, the powers you inherited from your mother have kept the vampire in check. It is only when you need to draw upon all your strength that you convert into your father's child. We are not sure how much blood you can give before crossing over, but we know it must be a considerable amount, because of the time you had with your father. On the other hand, we don't know what your limits are. Jonathon was a surprise to us. We haven't explored all your abilities yet. Just as you are discovering yourself, so are we.” “So, the Enforcers know about me, “ Katherine said quietly as she played with a tissue in her hand. "They had been hunting you down since the day we brought you into our fold. You represent everything they are not. They are afraid of you, yet at the same time they seem to think they can corrupt you and mold you to their purposes. You would have been quite a feather in Michael’s’ cap." Another long pause. “For what it’s worth, Katherine, there is too much good in your basic nature that I don’t think they could ever be successful.” She gave him a queer look. “Yes, you do what is necessary to carry out an assignment, but you’ve never gone over the edge to accomplish them. You know what your boundaries are and you work within them. You don’t kill without purpose. It’s just not you.” This brought a smile to Katherine’s lips. Her father knew what he was doing those many years ago, seeking these people to protect her, to nurture her. Charles had circled around the counter to the kitchen and poured a glass of water. As he handed it to her, he asked the next question with a twinge of apprehension. “In light of all this, Katherine, I need to know. What are your intentions with this current assignment?” She knew the thing he feared most was her running out and leaving them behind. Even after all these years of the truth being held from her, of being watched and trained, she couldn't abandon her responsibility. They were her family. They gave her a sense of identity, however skewed it might be. "Charles, I asked you for answers to questions I deserved long ago. I know how difficult this must have been for you. You have stood there and told me that all of you have known what I was for a long time You all have known me a long time, and I think you already know the answer to that question. You have taught me to accept responsibility, to follow through on my promises. To care. In spite of and maybe because of what I am, I won't walk away. I gave my word to watch over Nick and Natalie, and of course, I will do that." He sighed with relief. She once more lived up to his expectations. "You are more understanding than we deserve. I hope we can make it up to you someday." "Maybe you already can. My agreement with the old ones was that this was to be the last "assignment" for awhile. And then I was to have some time off, so to speak." He nodded. "Here's my offer. From what I can see, this assignment is going to be a rather long one and my time off is very far in the future." She could tell from his expression that she was right, this wasn't going to be the short-term deal they had described. "So, if I agree to stay on here in Toronto, for as long as it takes, then let me live a somewhat normal life. I want to be free to make my own life, to make my own choices about who I see and what I do as long as I continue to adhere to the rest of the assignment." He understood where she was heading. She was right, it was going to be a very long assignment. A lifetime by anyone else's standards. Why should she be shackled by the limitations of watching over Knight and his mortal wife? She could and should have a taste of the world out there. Besides, it would be far easier for her to blend in than even fifty years ago. "All right. I'll let them know. But if you need anything, anything let me know. There are still dangers out there that you don't know about. We won't abandon you." He moved to give her a fatherly hug. "It was time you found out, I realize this now. Is there anything else?” Katherine nodded, as she tried to find the right words. “I said that I wanted to choose who I see, Charles. And I want to * * see * * Vachon.” Charles pulled away form her just far enough so he could look deep into her eyes. From her look, he could tell she expected him to object. And his every instinct told him to do so, but a tiny voice from within restrained him. He summoned an encouraging smile and questioned, “the Spaniard vampire?” Katherine nodded slowly, preparing for another argument. “Very well, if that is what you wish. He may actually teach you something.” He gave her another fatherly hug, then got up as if to leave. “I know that you have more questions, Katherine. I think you’ll find the answers you need in time. You are a very special person, not at all like the ones who seek to corrupt you. Don’t let their darkness taint you.” This time he flashed a genuine smile. “I’ll be here whenever you need me.” “I’ll holler, I promise.” Katherine watched him fade into nothingness, suddenly feeling very alone. The guest bedroom door slid open quietly, but she’d heard it. She looked up to see “that spaniard vampire” standing in the entry. He was dressed only in his jeans, his face conveying concern and anticipation. “You heard?” she asked. Vachon nodded, “all of it.” Part 6 (10/98) They stared at each other in silence. Voices of those she loved spoke to her once more. <”Go with your instincts.” “I will always love you.” “ A mutation of nature…a witch, like your mother, you are a vampire…” > She rubbed her throbbing forehead. The pain seemed to touch her very soul. She wanted answers. She had gotten them. Now what? “Are you ok?” Vachon asked as he slowly approached her. “Javier, I don’t know, “ she said slowly. Already in front of her, he placed two fingers under her chin and tipped her face to him. Impulsively, he kissed her. “Javier,” she tried to speak between breaths. “Sh…” he continued kissing her. The pain in her head dissolved with each kiss. She wrapped her arms around his cold pale back. He stopped kissing her and just held her in his arms. a voice told him He pulled away from her and stared deeply into her green eyes. Eyes that through dried tears reflected fear, strength, and trust. “You look as if you could use a drink,” he told her as he started to head for the kitchen. “You got any wine in here?” “I have to go to work in an hour.” “Not tonight. You are in no shape to go out and protect anyone, Katerina.” He diverted his path to the phone on the far end of the counter, picked it up and handed it to her. “You are booking yourself off.” His look told her he wasn’t going to accept an argument. While she made the call, he looked through her cupboards, trying to find a wine goblet. He set one before her on the counter as she hung up the phone. “About the wine,” he started to ask. “In the fridge.” He made a face at her. “I like my wine cold,” she told him. Vachon shrugged his shoulders and opened the refrigerator door. What he saw surprised him. “You were expecting someone?” He asked as he bent down and took out a familiar green bottle with the Raven’s label on it. He held it up for Katherine to see. She blushed lightly. “I just thought I should have something here, just in case the need arose,” she told him sliding off the stool. She walked over to him, and wrapped an arm around his waist. The movement seemed natural. Vachon glanced at her with faint amusement. “Is this is a just in case moment?” He uncorked the bottle and took a whiff. She had gotten him the real stuff, not blood substitute. She smiled. “Sure looks like it.” He kissed her forehead and cradled her in his arms for a moment. Katherine felt the vampire in him stir. “Looks like we need another glass.” She reached for a second goblet as he uncorked her bottle. He picked up the green bottle. “You don’t mind?” “No, Vachon.” She shook her head and smiled. “It’s what you are.” She waited as he poured her glass, then his. She lifted her glass toward him. “To new beginnings.” He clicked his against hers and repeated, “To new beginnings.” Part 7 (10/98) “Your partner’s booked off for the night,” Joe Reese informed Nick as he walked into the station. “Spoke with her myself. She sounded terrible. Probably has that flu that everyone else has got. God, it’s been an awful winter. Can’t wait till it’s over.” Nick couldn’t agree more. He too was looking forward to be finally out of winter, into spring and summer and then…He couldn’t help but grin to himself. The baby was due in September. His baby. Even to one who has seen countless Septembers, this one seemed terribly far away. “Thanks, captain. I think maybe I’ll call on her later. See how she’s doing. “ He knew that it was something other than the flu that prompted Katherine to book off. Lacroix had already given him the newsflash about last night. In fact, after speaking with his more than usual self-righteous master this morning, he really didn’t think she’d show up this evening for work. Nick sat down at his desk and began the tedious task of reviewing notes from their latest case. He was not surprised to find them neatly typed and in chronological order. Katherine was meticulous with her organization. He frowned. They seemed to be at a standstill, waiting for lab reports and other forensic reports to make their way through the system. Katherine had made a note that some of the results were due today. He picked up the receiver and was soon hearing, “Medical examiner’s office, Lambert.” “How’s my favorite ME feeling this evening?” He spoke quietly into the phone. Natalie grinned broadly when she recognized his voice. “Nick! I’m just fine, thank-you very much. I have my club soda and saltine crackers right here in my desk just in case. But so far, tonight, I’m feeling pretty good. To what do I owe this call?” Nick explained what he was looking for, and Natalie put him on hold so she could locate the information he wanted. “So far, Nick, the results are inconclusive. The rest of the tox reports should be back Monday, but right now, he looks clean. Anything else I can do for you?” “Have you spoken with Katherine today? She booked off tonight. Reese said she sounded sick. It doesn’t sound right to me.” “No, I haven’t. We were supposed to meet for dinner and go shopping before work, but she never called to confirm. I figured she’d call later tonight. The medical assistant came in with her next case. “Well, detective, duty calls, I’ve got to run. Tell her I hope she feels better. See ya later.” Nick sighed as he hung up the phone. Someone like Katherine should not be calling in sick. Or at least actually be sick. The nagging feeling that something was wrong ate at him. He signed a few reports and decided to call it a night. “Tonight’s topic is chameleons. The most versatile lizard to roam this planet. It seems this unique reptile is able to change its color in response to its environment. Changes from green to gold and back at a moment’s notice. One wonders if this curious creature is even aware of the confusion it causes to others. The question is this, my gentle listeners: how many chameleons do we meet everyday, work with everyday, and use everyday without our knowledge?” The hypnotic tones of Lacroix’s voice flowed from the radio. His master sometimes had the annoying habit of addressing Nick’s innermost thoughts. The channel between them ran deep. It apparently had not been destroyed by the stake. Nick mused as he made his way to Katherine’s condo. --- Vachon and Katherine moved from the kitchen to the oversized sofa in the living room. The soft strains of Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata floated softly from the stereo, something he had chosen from Katherine’s collection with the hope it would sooth frayed nerves. The wine appeared to be having the same effect. Katherine snuggled up next to him on the sofa, her head resting on his chest. The coolness of his skin against her face somehow comforted her. She lay in that position for quite some time. “What are you going to do now?” he asked. Awkwardly, she raised her head to answer him. “I don’t know. I really hadn’ t thought that far. It’s all so much.” “You didn’t expect any of it?” She sat up a bit. “In a way, I guess I’d already known some of what Charles told me. The scene in Lacroix’s office last night sort of prepared me for most of what he said. I guess I just needed to hear it from him to make it real. There’s just so much to think about.” Vachon leaned over and kissed her head after she settled it back on his chest. He was at a loss for words. Absentmindedly, she began to play with the scattered tufts of hair that ran down his chest. Slowly, her fingers drifted over to the tiny reddened flesh of his left nipple. She adjusted her position to allow her to taste the tiny nubbins of flesh that raised in response to her touch. As she savored the taste of iron from his skin, he moaned softly and cradled her head to his chest. The rhythm of his breathing changed as she continued to playfully explore his chest with her tongue. Reflexively, he growled quietly and began to direct her face up to his. She knew his brown eyes would now be vampire gold and his teeth bared to reveal his fangs. She steeled herself for the sting of his bite into her neck. It never happened. The doorbell rang at that very moment, destroying the mood. “Damn!” she whispered to Javier and indulged herself in a quick kiss. The doorbell rang once more. “Shouldn’t you answer that?” he asked breathlessly, and kissed her again. Katherine gave him an apologetic look. “I suppose so.“ Clearly disappointed, she untangled herself from him and headed to the door. “Don’t go away.” Vachon threw his head back with a heavy sigh. Then, feeling hunger from deep inside, he reached for his half empty glass and drained it. “Coming,” Katherine called out to the door as the bell rang one more time. Nick had almost decided to turn and go after this last attempt when he heard her call out. He listened to the door unlatch and watched the door slowly open, revealing his partner wrapped in a green terry cloth bathrobe. Her eyes were red and swollen, and she looked awful. “Do you always open the door to strangers? He asked sternly. “Nick!” She exclaimed, completely taken by surprise. “What are you doing here?” “You never showed up for your date with Natalie and when you called in sick, I thought I’d check things out. They were still standing at the door. Nick became aware of movement behind her shoulder and had the vaguest sensation it belonged to someone he knew. “Is everything all right?” Vachon recognized the familiar imprint just as Katherine began to open the door. Hanging his head in frustration, he remembered he was shirtless. In a flash, he was returning from the guest bedroom, pulling his shirt over his upper body. Katherine held the door partially open and leaned on it. Seeing Nick here made her feel dreadfully tired. “I’m ok. Just a rough night off.” She couldn’t lie to Nick, but she wasn’t ready to tell him the entire truth, either. He already knew what she was, or at least thought she was, and in either case, the flu was something she should not be succumbing to. “It can get that way sometimes.” He said with understanding. “I’ve had to take some nights off too.” In the far corner of the room, he caught sight of the familiar dark haired vampire. “You have company.” Lacroix had mentioned something about Vachon spending time with his partner. It never sunk in until now. She looked at him with surprise, and he nodded in Vachon’s direction. Momentarily, she’d forgotten about Javier. “What? Oh, yeah,” she stammered. “Do you want to come in?” “Are you sure? I don’t want to interrupt.” Nick started to turn to leave. “No, Nick. You made the effort to come here. The least you could do is stay for a moment.” Katherine opened the door wider, and Nick entered. Vachon was standing in the living room, uncertain of Knight’s reaction. “I assume you two know each other?” she asked both simultaneously. Javier nodded. “Knight.” Their paths had not crossed since the night in the loft when Katherine became a part of both their lives. Nick returned the nod. “Vachon. I had no idea you were here.” Katherine sensed tension in the room, but was at a loss to understand it. Nick and Javier were clearly uncomfortable. She attempted to ignore it. “So… is Reese upset? I really needed tonight off.” “No, he wasn’t upset. He said you sounded ill and figured you have the flu everyone else has gotten. “ Nick looked at her more closely. She appeared to have been crying not too long ago. Nick thought cynically. “It gave me the chance to finish the backlog of paperwork that’s piled up.” He shot her a teasing look. “You owe me.” “Aw, it’s good for you, you know, builds character.” She teased him back and noted that Javier had disappeared into another room. “Seriously, I just thought I’d drop by and make sure you were ok. When Natalie said you didn’t call to go shopping as planned, I was worried.” “Natalie! Tell her I’m sorry. No, I’ll give her a call. With everything that’s happened since last night, I completely forgot. “She’ll understand, I’m sure,” Nick told her and turned to leave. “You’ll be at work tomorrow? “ Katherine nodded and gave him a tired smile. “Yes, boss. I just needed some time to sort some things out.” “And Vachon is giving you the assistance you need?” he asked her, half sarcastically, half jokingly. He instantly regretted the implication. She was confused by his tone. Nick obviously had issues with Javier. “I’ll be ok. He’s helping me talk things through. Hey, thanks for stopping by.” “If you need anything, Katherine, * * anything,* * let me know, ok?” With a grateful smile, she told him, “Ok, Nick. Don’t worry, I’ll be ok.” --- Javier returned to the living room in time to watch Katherine walk into the room. Lines of fatigue etched her face. < Definitely not tonight, V-man. > The little voice inside his head told him. “That was pleasant.” “What is it between you two? “ She sat wearily on the couch. Although their first encounter had not been exactly friendly, Vachon had to admit to himself that Knight really wasn’t that bad. He just had this annoying set of values that he expected everyone to live up to. Finally, he told her, “It’s not that we don’t like each other. It’s just that we come from different time frames and have different views on some subjects. He wasn’t too excited that Tracy showed an interest in me. He was sure I was going to take off for parts unknown and hurt her, or something like that.” He had sat down on the other end of the couch and fidgeted with the throw pillow. Katherine was well aware of Vachon’s reputation for being a “bad boy”. Maybe it was that character flaw she found attractive. It was more than likely the very thing that her very straight-laced partner disliked. And besides, Nick’s overly protective nature was probably working overtime with Tracy Vetter. Tracy Vetter. That’s a subject they both avoided for a long time. She watched him play with a stray thread hanging from the pillow. Her heart went out to him. She wished she could make his pain go away. Time. She knew that only time would lessen the emptiness he felt. “Well, he needn’t worry about that now. I don’t need protection.” She told him and leaned her head, which suddenly felt very heavy, against the couch. Javier gave her one of his patented blank stares. She thought he was ignoring her. He actually was thinking back to the night before in the alley when she had single handedly dispatched the two Enforcers. “No, you don’t need protection, Katerina. Maybe it’s me who needs protection from you!” She flung a pillow at him. “Yeah, right.” She giggled at the thought. “Shoot! Monday! I told that guy in the alley that I’d see him Monday. Oh, great and after what Charles just told me, just great. Talk about putting my foot in my mouth!” “What’s the deal between you two? Are you his ex-girlfriend or something?” “Very funny. Michael is the head enforcer for this area. According to Charles, he’s been after me for a long time. Apparently, I’d be his prized possession or something. Our paths have crossed once or twice, but I’ve always managed to get away. He’s been even more determined since Jonathon. They were brothers, you know.” “Michael wants you because?” “Because of what I am, according to Charles. You heard that. And I slightly suspect he blames me for the destruction of his brother.” Tears welled up in her green eyes. “I don’t believe I was put here to destroy Jonathon, or any other vampire for that matter. I don’t think I could really do it. It would be like killing my own father.” “Tell me more about Jonathon. “ This dead vampire seemed to be his rival and he wanted to know how to deal with him. Katherine shook her head as if to clear the cob webs. “You heard most of it this afternoon. He and I became involved during an assignment I had in the forties. “ Her expression turned wistful. “I told you before that I’d been involved in a vampire’s death. It was his. The Enforcers set a trap to get me. Instead, they got Jonathon. He was the first person I allowed myself to care about since David. I was devastated. I really loved him. He was the kindest, most gentle person I’d ever known. I still can’t believe he and Michael were related.“ “Hey, ” he reached for her, “Come here. “ She snuggled once more against his chest. “I don’t know what the hell I’m doing here, or saying, but if you want some help, just ask. You don’t have to do this alone.” He gave her a squeeze and kissed her forehead. “I told you before, I won’t be the instrument of your destruction, Javier. Then, it was because of what you are. Now, it’s more. “ “Shh. I know. “ He whispered softly. “I know.” Reflections Part 8 (10/98) The weekend passed quickly. It was Sunday night, or it was early Monday morning, depending on how one looked at it. Nick and Katherine had signed off hours ago and went their separate ways. Or so she thought. Now, she was sitting at her usual spot at the Raven, sipping on a soft drink. Vachon hadn’t shown up yet, the bartender told her. She was disappointed. Nick kept a discreet distance from where his partner was seated in the nightclub. He knew that she still hadn’t developed her sixth sense well enough to reveal his presence to her, so he sat in the dark corner and kept an eye on her. Lacroix had brought Nicholas up to date as far as Katherine was concerned. He was most pleased to tell him that his suspicions of her true being had been confirmed in the alley behind the Raven earlier in the week. Part of Nick did not want to believe Lacroix’s story. Most of him knew it was true. Mother a witch, father a vampire, Nick was almost certain Lacroix had told him the truth. After learning that Katherine had given Monday as the deadline for Michael to respond to her offer, Nicholas agreed with Lacroix that she was in need of some serious surveillance. Some of the reason behind his request of Nicholas was simply Lacroix’s desire to keep the Raven in one piece, the other was out of concern for this woman of many faces. Nick began to wonder about his master’s intentions toward his partner. So Nick had sat and watched her every night since Thursday. Vachon usually made an appearance at some point during the night. The times varied, but he showed up, nonetheless. Nick had to give him some credit for his change of character. It might have something to do with his recent experience of being buried in the ground for several weeks, or that the young Spaniard might actually have some real feelings for Katherine. Either way, the change was noticeable, especially this week. Vachon simply seemed more attentive to her than expected. Nick checked his watch. It was nearly four a.m. and Vachon still hadn’t shown up. The kind thoughts he was beginning to have for the vampire were dissipating quickly. Katherine checked her watch for the millionth time. She had a strong need to talk to Javier, especially with Monday already upon her. A tiny seed of anxiety was taking root in the pit of her stomach. She sipped on her straw to drown it. She started to look for her bag to pay her tab. Miklos took pity on her, “Don’t worry about it, Katherine. It’s on the house tonight.” “Thanks.” She said with a smile. Lacroix had been aware that she was there, but had been unable to free himself to speak with her until he saw her getting ready to leave. He hurried across the room to intercept her. “I see that none of your friends have shown up yet, my dear Katherine. It’s a pity, I suppose. I should have enjoyed the entertainment.” He smiled ingratiatingly at her. She looked at him crossly. “Lacroix, I am in no mood for your silly games. I wouldn’t feel so smug, if I were you. My * *friends * * still have tonight to keep their appointment. “ “Do you really think that if they haven’t shown up by now, they will?” “It could happen. I wouldn’t put it past Michael to string it out as long as possible. “ “So, you are on a first name basis with the head of the illustrious Enforcers. Anything else you care to share tonight?” Her patience for Lacroix’s goading was wearing thin. If it had been the Enforcers, she could have dealt with them. Lacroix was entirely another matter. “I’m going home, Lacroix. I’m tired and I just want to lie down and relax until tonight. After that, hopefully we’ll both be off the hook.” “It wasn’t me who told the Enforcers to meet me here. ‘To finish the matter, ’ is what I recall your saying. My only interest in this is that the Raven stay intact and the clientele is affected as little as possible.” “I told you before that your beloved nightclub will be spared any harm. I keep my promises, Lacroix. “ Very irritated by this point, she told him, “I ’ll see you tonight.” Then she marched up the stairs and headed home. As soon as the door was closed, Nicholas was at his master’s side. “What was that all about?” “Some nonsense about being off the hook tonight. “ Lacroix paused and gave the situation some thought. “Time will tell, my dear Nicholas. Time will tell.” He gave his son a sideways look. “Something is bothering you. “ Nick nodded as he surveyed the group that remained at this late hour. “Javier Vachon.” Lacroix rolled his eyes in annoyance. “Really, Nicholas. You need to leave the boy alone. He’s doing a fine job here at the Raven and your partner thinks rather highly of him. “ “That’s exactly my point, Lacroix. If he’s doing so nicely here and he’s been so attentive to Katherine, where was he tonight? The heat is on. Has he fled the kitchen?” Lacroix started to calm Nicholas’s fears, but in all honesty, he too was concerned that Vachon had not been there tonight. It was very surprising in light of his relationship with Katherine. “I can not answer that question, I’m afraid. That is something you’ll have to ask him yourself.” Part 9 (10/98) In less than ten minutes, she was home. She half hoped that Javier would be sitting in the living room, and her heart felt as empty as the room when she looked around. A quick look at the answering machine told her he hadn’t tried to call her either. The seed in her stomach took root and grew into mounting anxiety. Was that feeling actually telling her something was wrong? She sighed and turned on the TV for some company. The weatherman was droning on about the highs and lows for the day. “You want to find out about lows? Come on over, and I’ll tell you,” she told the TV. “Oh great, I’m talking to myself now.” Fifteen minutes later, she was sitting on the sofa eating a bowl of cereal and watching an old movie on the movie channel. In hopes that she'd feel less antsy, Katherine decided to change out of her jeans and into some sweats. The soft warm material made her feel sleepy, and she dozed off into a fitful sleep. --- She dreamt of Javier. He was standing in the bathroom of her hotel room, smiling at her after she discovered him watching her in the bathroom. Then she saw him again in the hotel room, this time he was telling her she was not responsible for him. Flash forward to last week and they were entwined in each other’s arms at the Raven with her strongly considering crossing the lines with him. Her dream turned to darkness and a young, thin blonde woman with frightened blue eyes called her name. “Katherine, listen to me. Listen to me, Katherine,” the voice insisted. “Vachon is in danger. The Enforcers have taken him. They will use him as a bargaining chip against you. They will hurt him to get to you. He told me to tell you to do what you have to do. He told me that he trusts you, no matter what happens.” “What?” Katherine heard herself say. “Who are you?” “That doesn’t matter,” the young woman said sadly, “I loved him once, though I couldn’t bring myself to tell him. Don’t make the same mistake. Be careful tonight, Katherine. Be careful for the both of you.” And with those words, the young blonde was gone. --- She sprang up from her slumber in a cold sweat. Yes, that feeling of dread she had all night did concern Javier. He had somehow managed to alert her in her dreams. “Javier. I won’t let them hurt you. I promised.” She held her head in her hands and cried. “You really shouldn’t allow yourself to get this upset before you meet the Enforcers, Katherine.” Charles’ familiar voice echoed throughout the room and her head. “Charles! I was just about to call you. I have a slight problem.” She dried her tears with the bottom of her sweatshirt. “That’s a real tacky habit you have, my dear, “ he told her as he settled next to her on the sofa. “I know all about your ‘slight’ problem. I think we need to talk.” Part 10 (10/98) Vachon woke up early that afternoon in his room at the Raven. Katherine had been on his mind the entire time. It was Sunday, and the Enforcers still had not returned with an answer. She was getting down to the wire, and he wondered if she’d have the strength to face Michael. The waiting was the hard part. A good enemy always made you wait, forcing you to make mistakes. He hoped that this time it wouldn’t be the case. Katherine worked tonight. She’d be at the Raven after her shift. Knight too. Vachon knew Lacroix had asked Nick to keep watch over his partner. He stood up and stretched. The room felt very close. He needed to get out and roam for awhile. Before leaving, he stopped for a refresher at the bar. Miklos hadn’t come in yet, so he helped himself. Then, checking his pockets for the Triumph’s keys he headed out the door. Once outside, he had the strangest feeling that someone was watching him. It wasn’t one of the normal impressions he got when one of his kind was around. This sensation was stronger and possessed of more evil, similar to the one he had in the alley the other day. He shrugged it off and headed around back to his bike. Immediately, upon turning the corner, the sensation of evil surrounded him, and two very large and very dangerous looking Enforcers overtook him. Before he could get his bearings to swing around and defend himself, he felt a sharp stab in his side. It burned as if hot oil had been poured into him. “Hey, man, what’s this all about?” he asked just before his consciousness faded into darkness. - - - - - - - - - - Javier awoke for the second time that day, this time chained to a large mahogany table. Large heavy chains lay across his chest. His arms and legs were secured to the sides of the table. He struggled weakly to free himself from their grip. “I wouldn’t bother if I were you,” a voice dripping with evil spewed from the opposite side of the great room. “You are going to need all of what remains of your strength before this is over, I’m afraid.” The disembodied voice came from an enormous and ornate throne prominently placed in the room. With unusually great effort, Vachon lifted his head and looked around. The room appeared to be an abandoned mine. Numerous candles of various sizes gave the room a surrealistic touch. “Where am I?” The movement made him dizzy, and he rested his head back on the hard table. “What did you do to me?” His rib cage burned and ached. It was difficult to take a breath to speak. The body that was attached to the voice floated over to Vachon’s side. Vachon tried to focus on his captor, but his vision was blurred by whatever they had given him outside the Raven. His sense of smell was not affected however. He detected the heavy odor of fresh human blood as the being spoke to him. “Welcome to my side of the world, Javier Vachon. My name is Michael, and I will be your host during your stay with me, however long or short that might be.” Javier closed his eyes to clear his vision. “What do you want from me?” “You and I have a mutual acquaintance, I’ve been told, a very beautiful and very strong, young woman. I understand that she possesses many of our powers and abilities. She is very much one of us, yet she walks by day. My sources tell me you’ve been spending a lot of time with this creature. They hint that you have feelings for her.” Michael paused and played with the chains that bound Vachon’s chest. He pulled them just a tiny bit tighter. “Tell me, do you have feelings for this mutant?” Vachon remained still, not opening his eyes. The silence angered Michael. “Answer me when I ask you a question! Do you care about her? Have you drunk from her? Have you taken her?” He tightened the chains a bit more. Vachon cried out in pain. He thought the chains would cut right through him. Still, he remained silent. “My own dear brother had feelings for her. She cast a spell on him and told him she loved him, made promises to him. Told him he didn’t have to answer to me. ME! “ He released the chains and walked away in anger. “ME! Everyone of our kind answers to me. My own brother turned from me for a woman. A half breed. “ He came back to Vachon’s side and took up the chains once more, giving them a violent twist. “Once she was sure he was under her power, she destroyed him, you know. Right in front of my men!” Another twist in anger and Vachon cried out in pain. “See, see what she’s doing to you right now? She’s the reason for your pain. She’s the one hurting you.” Michael clearly enjoyed inflicting pain on those who should normally be impervious to it. The action gave him pleasure in his otherwise dull and dreary existence. He smiled with satisfaction as he watched the effort with which it took Vachon to regain control over the pressure in his chest. Vachon closed his eyes and concentrated on releasing the vice like grip in his chest. The agony was worse than the stake he took last winter. “Ugh,” he cried out involuntarily as he finally doused the fire in his chest. He opened his eyes to reveal the telltale green-gold eyes that belied his hunger. “So you hunger, do you?” Michael taunted. A glass of ruby red liquid appeared in the withered hand. He dangled it in front of the helpless Vachon. “Do you want this?” He moaned and once more struggled with the chains that bound him to the table. The smell of the blood was maddening. It would not be the only time that evening he would wish he had drunk more than the one glass of blood substitute at the Raven. “Do you want this?” Michael’s voice demanded an answer. “Yes!” Vachon cried out in frustration, pain and anger. “Then tell me, tell me about her. Tell me about your feelings for her.” Once more he found the strength to avoid the answer. He collapsed back onto the table, silently staring into the corner, the vision of the blood-filled glass off in the periphery. Michael moved so that his prisoner could watch him drain the goblet dry. Every part of Vachon ached to take even one sip of the liquid. Once more, a dizzy feeling swept over him, and he stared again into the corner. “Why can’t you see that she weaves her magic through you already? You are gone, my friend. There will be no hope for you if you continue to protect her.” He paused to consider his next move. Michael looked up at one of the attendants and motioned to the door. A black-robed figure quietly opened the heavy metal barrier and allowed a smaller figure in a white lab coat to enter. In his hands, he carried a silver tray with several syringes and a large plastic bag with tubing attached. “This is Rubio. He has developed quite a talent with needles and chemicals and such. I’ve seen the most tight-lipped and resolute vampire succumb to his potions. It isn’t a very pretty sight. ” He looked from Vachon, to the tray and back to Vachon again. “Are you sure you won’t reconsider?” Rubio stopped strategically in front of Vachon, the tray at his eye level. There was nothing on the tray that looked very comforting. He was hungry and hurting and figured that it was about to get worse. Vachon also concluded that telling Michael anything wouldn’t prevent Rubio from displaying his talents. He chose to remain silent. Michael gave his assistant a go-ahead nod. Rubio was only too happy to comply. He had spent a long time experimenting with the chemicals to attain the desired affect. Michael was always pleased with the result. The victims, unfortunately, never appreciated his efforts. Vachon swallowed hard as he watched the mad scientist prepare the equipment on the tray. He could have sworn he heard a menacing chuckle as Rubio spun around gleefully with one of the syringes in hand. “I hope those things are sterile,” Vachon commented dryly as Rubio approached him. “Now, just hold still and this won’t hurt a bit,” Rubio told Vachon, who struggled in vain. In short order, he expertly found a vein and inserted the needle. Dark red blood filled the syringe, confirming placement in a vessel. In silence, Vachon watched him hook the empty plastic bag to the tube that was now secured to his arm. As it occurred to him what it was they were going to do, he looked into the wild eyes of his phlebotomist who wordlessly confirmed Vachon’s thoughts. “Yes, Vachon, he is going to drain you.” Michael’s voice broke the eerie silence in the room. “He’s going to drain the little bit of blood you do have in your veins. There will be nothing to replace it. It’s a strange feeling, isn’t it? Complete and absolute emptiness.” Panic took over as Vachon fought weakly to get away from the needle. Never had he felt so helpless as his blood flowed into the bag beside him. The room began to swirl and spin. There was nothing he could do but submit to the empty feeling that washed over him. Michael was pleased. “I could destroy you this moment if I liked but, I need to keep you around just a bit more. You see, our friend needs to know there are consequences for her actions. She will not taint any more of my people. She will pay for what she’s done to you. And Jonathon.” Before long, Vachon felt vaguely disjointed. From outside himself, he watched Rubio remove the bag from the tube in his arm and attach the other syringe with the fluid to it. Slowly, Rubio infused the red liquid into Vachon’s body. At first, there was no effect. In a matter of seconds, Vachon felt a burning sensation throughout his entire being. Once more he struggled in his chains to escape the awful feeling. The empty feeling that had overtaken him before was replaced by fire in his veins. It was the first time in his immortal life that he remembered being so scared. Within a minute, he let out a deafening scream and collapsed. The last thing he saw was Katherine’s face, smiling up to him. “You gave him too much!” Michael screamed, tossing the glistening metallic tray across the room in frustration. Rubio cowered at his master’s anger. “He hadn’t fed well before we started. Maybe I took too much,” he retorted nervously, reaching over and pulling up one of Vachon’s eyelids, revealed his vampiric state. “Maybe I should give him some blood back. He’ll come around.” “Do that.” Michael was practically shouting. “Give him just enough to bring him around, but not enough to give him strength.” Michael called for one of his soldiers. “ When the good doctor is finished, put this waste of a vampire in a cell and let him sleep it off. Make sure he is chained to the wall, just for good measure.” Part 11 (10/98) “They’ve got him, Charles.” Katherine gritted her teeth to keep herself from crying again. He nodded sympathetically. “I know. They took him last night. “ “What will they do to him? He’s one of their own.” Katherine could still hear the echo of the voice in her dream, ”They will hurt him to get to you.” He leaned back in the couch, worried. “That can not be a concern right now, Katherine. Your meeting with Michael later should be your focus. The vampire can take care of himself.” “But he was taken because of me. Do you understand how that makes me feel?” She paced back and forth in front of the sofa. “I wish I could tell you I understand. I wish I could tell you everything would be all right. I won’t lie to you Katherine. Your vampire friend is in Michael’s hands. There’s no predicting what he’ll do to him. But you can’t let that rule your head. This perhaps will be the most dangerous meeting of your life. Once you are in his domain, we will be unable to help you. You’ ve got to get yourself together and not be bound by affairs of the heart.” She shrank back and stared at him. Charles was telling her to forget that the man she loved was in danger because of her. It was a difficult concept to digest. Yet, she knew he was right. The best thing she could do now was go ahead with the meeting and come out alive. “Ok. You’re right. What can I expect?” she asked reluctantly. Charles proceeded to describe details of the home base of the Enforcers in Toronto. It was an abandoned mine about 40 miles outside of the city. There would be many arteries of tunnels that had been an integral part of the facility years ago. This could work to her advantage as far as escape routes were concerned. A map of the area and a detailed map of the mine appeared on the coffee table. Together they studied it until she was sure she knew every nook and cranny in the old mine. Tired of the tiny print of the map, she sat back in the couch and closed her eyes. An image of Vachon in agony flashed in her mind. Startled, she bolted upright. “What’s wrong?” Seeing her fear, Charles grabbed her arm to calm her. “I just flashed on his face, Charles. Michael is torturing him.” Katherine worked hard to maintain her composure. “He’ll be ok for now, Michael needs him alive as bait. Come, you mustn’t dwell on it. You can’t do anything until sundown.” She glanced at the clock on the VCR. It was only 2 p.m. She was certain it was the longest day of her life. “I won’t be able to live with myself if something happens to him. I can’t take another death like that.” Charles regarded her thoughtfully. Here stood his strong protégé nearly in pieces because she dared to love. So many lives end tragically because of that thing the mortals call love. The Old Ones had hoped that she would have lost this emotion over time. Unfortunately, she did not. “Katherine, look at me,” he commanded in a voice she’d never heard before. Blindly, she obeyed and came eye to eye with him. “This is going to be a very trying day. You must get some rest. Put Jonathon and Vachon out of your mind. They would want you to be prepared for what you must face. Go lay down and dream of pleasant things. Prepare your body and your mind for the challenge that lies before you.” Slowly, Katherine turned and headed toward her room. “I’m tired, “ she told him. “I think I’ll go lie down now.” Charles watched her with satisfaction and concern. He wished they had more time. While she slept, Charles consulted with his cohorts. They gave him the information he felt she would need to successfully defeat the chief Enforcer. It was only hearsay, they had little working knowledge about him, or anything else for that matter, but it was the best they could offer. Each one vowed to watch over her as long as circumstances could allow. Once she was in the mine tunnels, she would be on her own. Each hoped that her training would be enough. The alarm clock at her bedside rattled loudly promptly at six p.m. It was routinely set for that hour for work. Tonight, she had the night off. She lay in the bed trying to figure out what day it was. She sprung up out from under the blankets when her brain cleared and she realized that Charles had given her a suggestion to sleep. She was grateful he did. She felt rested and ready. The bedroom door opened slowly as she tied her tennis shoes. “When was the last time you ate? “ Charles asked her from the doorway. “I don’t remember. I’m not hungry.” She stood up and stretched. “Doesn’t matter. I want you to eat something before you go. You don’t know when you’ll be able to again.” Something about the look on his face bothered her. “Oh, so you don’t think I’m coming back, do you?” “That’s not it. You need to have all the strength you can get. Come sit down. I made something for you, and we need to talk a bit.” Reluctantly, she followed him out of the room and took a chair at the dining room table. He brought a plate of food out and placed it before her. In spite of her lack of appetite, she had to admit it smelled and looked delicious. It had been a long time since she had eaten one of Charles’ meals. She finished the plate and washed it down with a glass of milk. “Thank-you.” Katherine looked at Charles. “Thank-you for everything. I mean it. I’ll never forget it.” He hugged her. “Child, we have given you everything we could think of to prepare you for this moment. Please be careful.” She smiled at him. “I will, Charles. I promise.” He walked her to the door. “We’ll be watching you for as long as we can. You won’t be alone. Good luck.” He brushed her cheek with his hand. “Oh, and by the way, I do think you’ll be back.” She headed for her car. The plan was to go to the Raven and then play it by ear. “Ok, dad. I’m going to need you on this one, “ she spoke to the cold night air as she got in the driver’s seat, “Jonathon too, if you’re around.” Part 12 “She’s here.” Lacroix stiffened with the first tingle of her presence. Nick turned in the direction of the Raven’s door. They both watched her walk into the great room. She somehow looked different, taller, and confident. Lacroix noted that she didn’t pause at the head of the stairs in search of Vachon, as was her custom. “Good evening, Katherine.” Lacroix greeted her with a forced smile. There was a look of determination in her eyes that surprised him. It made her seem stronger, formidable. “Lacroix. Have I had any visitors?” She asked as she sat down and took the glass of water offered by Miklos. “No, not yet. But the night is still young.” Lacroix answered delighted he had the chance to torment her. He really didn’t think that her summons would be honored. “Hey, partner,” Nick tried to be upbeat. She looked so solemn. “Javier?” She asked, already sure of the answer. Nick’s face darkened as he shook his head. “No one has seen him since the night before last. His bike is still in the alley. Someone turned in his keys a few minutes ago. Said they found them near the motorcycle.” She nodded in silence, as if she had expected the news. “Do you guys know anything about an abandoned mine 40 miles southwest of here? “ Lacroix and his son exchange glances. It was well known in the community just what that place was. “Why would you be interested in that place?” Lacroix tried to make light of the subject. “Because I thought I’d go spelunking by the light of the full moon.” She told him irritably. His face became serious. “I’ve heard that many bats call that old mine home. It’s a dangerous place for anyone, full moon or not. I’d advise you to find something else to do tonight.” Nick stared at her. “You’re serious, aren’t you? Why on earth would you want to go to a place like that? You could get killed.” “It’s my night off and if I want to spend it searching old mines, then I’ll go ahead and do just that. Besides, I’m not afraid of bats.” She drank from the glass. “Let me go with you then.” He offered. “Nicholas, you heard your partner. She wants to go hunting alone. If she’s so interested in the night habits of bats, then that’s her decision.” At that moment, it felt as if a vacuum had sucked all the air out of the room. All the vampires in the place reacted to it. Lacroix calmly looked up in the direction of the head of the stairs and immediately recognized the two men in black trench coats. They were definitely not the two lackeys that had been dispatched the week before. “Looks as if your friends are here.” Katherine did not move. Instead, she took her time finishing her drink as the Enforcers quickly made their way to the bar. They reached her as she finished the last drop. She turned around to face them. “It took you long enough. “Michael has sent us to extend his invitation to join him at his residence. He asked that we escort you safely to his home.” The one on the left was the messenger. He looked from Nick to Lacroix, then Katherine. “He wants you to come alone.” She nodded. “Anything else?” “He wants you to know that he has something that is very precious to you and that if either one of us is harmed in any way, he will destroy it. “ Nick and Lacroix exchanged glances. Lacroix walked over to the leader and asked. “How will she get back from wherever you’re taking her?” The leader knew only too well the identity of the vampire before him. He was an elder. Even his leader, Michael, watched his steps around the elders. They could be very cruel and dangerous. “We will return her when we are done.” He avoided Lacroix’s eyes. Nick wondered, with worry. The leader stepped back to open a path for Katherine. “Shall we?” “Kath, “ Nick called after her. She turned to him “It’s okay, Nick. I’ll be back, I promise.” Moments later, the atmosphere returned to the Raven and people danced and mingled as if nothing happened. Part 13 He came to consciousness an hour after the blood was infused into him. His head throbbed terribly and every inch of him burned. He felt hot and hungry. The hunger gnawed at him as never before. Even the thought of a rat or roach right now appealed to him pain in his abdomen caused him to double over. He began to vomit. Blood. Bright, red, his. His blood. The pain subsided and he rested against the wall of his prison. It was dark and dingy. The sides of his prison were one of the parts of the mineshafts, that were scattered throughout. He was at the bottom, the ceiling continued forever. “Agh!” The pain seized him once more, but this time only enough to make him clutch himself and fold over. The movement rattled the chain attached to his leg and he realized he was going nowhere. Not that he knew of anywhere to go. He lay down on the earthen floor. The coolness against his head gave him some comfort. He dozed off into a listless sleep. When he had first awakened in Michael’s chambers, he had resolved not to even so much as think about her. He knew that doing so would not only jeopardize him, but more than likely her. But his dreams would not be so resolute. She floated in and out of them like a bird on a wind current. He regretted he never did have her. Never did taste the sweetness of her being. Never called her his. In the dreams, she was smiling at him, her green eyes were telling him how deeply she cared for him. During one dream, her green-eyes segued into faded blue. Innocent, wide blue eyes that were very frightened. Blue eyes from which large drops of tears flowed. Tracy. He moaned in his sleep and grabbed his stomach. “Vachon.” Her voice caressed him, easing the pain. “You’ve got yourself into one fine mess this time, haven’t you?” Tracy sighed. “How am I going to help you? What can I do to make it easier?” She was near him, but far away. “Tracy.” He somehow managed to speak. “Warn her to be careful. Tell her to do whatever she needs to do. Tell her I trust her.” He collapsed from the sheer effort. This time he didn’t dream. There weren’t any dreams left. ----------------------- Michael had his prisoner removed from the mineshaft and placed in a cell of bars that was hidden the dark corner of his great room. The young vampire was clearly suffering from the effects of the drug Rubio had pumped into him. He had vomited blood twice in his sleep and moaned continuously. Now he lay silently, trying to make sense out of where he was. “Ah, good. You’re awake.” Michael taunted him. “You’ve had plenty of time to think about my request. Are you going to tell me about her?” Vachon couldn’t have answered if he wanted to. His captor’s voice rang through his head, accentuating his pounding headache. He had a feeling of detachment from his body, from the room. Words no longer made any sense. Nothing about him made sense. The feeling was similar to the one he had in the church not very long ago, only much, much stronger. Picking up a stick he found in a corner, Michael poked at him. Vachon moaned. “Don’t lay there like a dead animal, talk to me!” Silence. Michael absolutely hated being ignored. It infuriated him. At the same time, he realized his pleading was useless. There were still a few other options. Besides, she should be here shortly. He walked over to a table on which a glass and pewter decanter rested. He picked up the ewer and flamboyantly poured himself a glass of thick red liquid. The sweet aroma of iron-tinged peaches slowly filled the room, eventually reaching Vachon. To him, it was as if someone had used ammonia under his nose. He awoke and weakly crawled to the side nearer the table and stared longingly at the glass. “Oh, this isn’t for you,” Michael mocked him. “But it sure smells good, doesn’t it?” Vachon made a feeble swipe at the Enforcer through the bars and wailed with frustration when he missed. He rested his head against the bars, his golden eyes glaring at the vessel. “Please, “he begged. “Please…” He could almost taste it. Michael was delighted with the entertainment his prisoner was providing. “No, only if I get what I want.” Another wave of pain, followed by bloody emesis pitched Vachon to the floor. After it subsided, he tried to sit up, but was too weak. The combination of the blood donation earlier and the intermittent loss of blood now were taking their toll. He didn’t have much left. “I’d rest if I were you, my good fellow.” Michael tormented him again. “And find some way to clean yourself up. We should be having company shortly.” With empty eyes, Vachon stared at him. He understood what his keeper was telling him. And right now, he didn’t have the strength to care. Part 14 The Enforcer, who had remained silent for the entire trip, set her down on the ground in front of the mine she asked about earlier. It had taken a tremendous amount of self-control to not fight the Enforcer off when he had reached for her and set off to fly. Heights made her nauseated and very dizzy. Back on the ground, she quickly composed herself. Anything that could be construed as a sign of weakness would be used against her. “This way.” The leader took her by the arm and escorted her through a maze of tunnels. They had gone about 3 stories down into the earth when they came upon an elaborate wooden door decorated with gold inlay. As they paused in front of it, a tingle of familiarity stirred in her head. It was a weak signal, but his signature nonetheless. He hadn’t been destroyed. The doors parted without assistance, revealing a large room bathed in candlelight. An ornate throne of wood and gold had its place conspicuously in the middle of the room. In the flickering light she could tell it was occupied. Katherine glanced around the room, noting the nooks and corners, and looked for an alternative exit. It was difficult to see in the dim light. “Welcome to my most humble abode, Katherine.” Michael greeted her kindly, then he growled to her escorts, “Leave us alone.” They disappeared without a sound. Movement and the rustle of material indicated that the body the voice belonged to rose and started to approach. When he finally reached her, he spoke. “It’s been a long time.” Katherine watched the head of the Enforcers make his way to her. Years of living down in the mines, marinating in evil had twisted the features of his once handsome face. If she looked deeply, she could see the resemblance to his brother. “Michael,” she responded coldly. “Too long. Much too long. If I only had known when I first met you that we ’d end up like this, I would have never let you go.” He reached his bony fingers out to stroke her hair. She backed away. “I wouldn’t have stayed. “ “No, maybe not willingly, at first. But I bet you would have come around.” He savored every inch of her with his eyes and unconsciously licked his lips. “You will now.” “I don’t think so, Michael. We are from two different molds, you and I. We could never be together.” She persisted with her defiance. The conversation not only started to bore him, but he was finding her attitude very irritating as well. “Oh, but you and Jonathon, now that was another story, was it not?” A sound from the darkened corner of the room interrupted his thoughts. It was a low moan. Almost like a whimper from an injured animal. Michael walked to a table in the general direction of the sound and lit a lantern. A yellow-gray light radiated over the corner, revealing a cage with something in it. He smiled malevolently at Katherine. “Do you have a pet, Katherine?” He waited for an answer. She gave him none. “I like pets. I have one myself. I keep him over here.” He indicated the cage in the corner. “I find them very entertaining, myself. “ He walked over to the side of the cage, picked up a glass of blood and drank it. The creature in the caged howled as if in pain and moved to the far side of its prison, whimpering. The sound tore at Katherine’s heart. Tingles of familiarity ran down her spine again. She thought with a start. She forced herself to give her host an apathetic look. “Personally, I prefer mine free, untethered. * * Uncaged. * * “ With much effort, she walked toward Michael, who was pouring more red liquid into the just emptied glass. The room was permeated with the aroma of blood. Another cry of anguish rose from the barred area. “You really should feed them, once in awhile, Michael.” The mournful sounds of his whimpering increased in volume. They were still low, but to Katherine, they were screams of agony. As she got closer, she realized they were also the moans of a starving animal. A dying one. To Michael, her indifference was infuriating. She picked up an antique picture frame and studied it. The cage that kept Javier captive reflected in it, and she could see him crouched in the corner. Her stomach tied itself into knots at the sight. His moans echoed through her ears, but she was unable to tell whether or not he was conscious. “Your tacky little servants said you have something that belongs to me. I haven’t lost anything recently that I know of. Care to let me in on the little secret?” Michael chortled with glee and floated over to his ‘pet’. “I understand you have been associating with vampires again. After what happened to my poor dear brother, I would have thought you would have sworn us off for awhile.” He picked up the stick again and playfully poked at the limp body before him. Vachon moaned once more in pain. The sound of his voice twisted like a knife inside her. The Enforcer looked at her with consternation. “You say you don’t keep pets, my dear. I challenge that. I would say you keep them, us, as pets and then when you tire of them you cast them off and walk away.” Katherine kept her composure. His words were meant to incite her, push her into making a mistake. That would not happen this time. Michael continued. “What do you see in us? Do you see an image of what you can only dream of being? Do you desire the power we have? The immortality?” Katherine watched him rant. she thought. “What have I lost, Michael? What do you have that you think is mine?” she demanded with impatience. He poked the long stick violently into Vachon’s ribs, forcing him to roll over and face her. What she saw shocked her. In less than twenty-four hours, he had aged tremendously. He was a ghostly gray, accentuated by the small trail of blood tinged drool that trickled down his chin. His black hair was matted with blood and his beautiful brown eyes were an empty gold. He stared at her without a sign of recognition. The feeling down her spine told her he knew she was there. “Wake up. Our guest is here!” Michael shoved him once more. “And look at you, you didn’t even clean yourself up!” Another violent probe and Vachon cried in pain. The lover in her cried for his pain. The cop in her took control. “I’m afraid you’ve made a mistake, Michael. This one is not mine. I do not know who he is.” In a flash he was next to her and with one sweeping movement slapped her across the face. The force flung her across the room into the cage. “I am not an idiot, Katherine! I know what’s been going on here. I’ve seen you with this thing who calls himself one of my kind.” The impact of her body against the bars jolted Javier awake enough to check that she wasn’t injured. Their eyes met as she peeled herself off the bars. His were no longer gold, but the familiar chocolate brown. He used all his strength to give her a tiny smile of encouragement. His eyes twinkled momentarily, and then he succumbed to the pain once again. Her own eyes told him more than words could ever say in a split second. He passed out with that image of her etched in his mind. “Michael. I am not the one playing you for a fool here. You are doing very nicely on your own. All right, I’ll admit I know this vampire.” She gestured behind her. “I am acquainted with a lot of vampires, but that doesn’t mean I fall in love with every one of them.” He snorted. “Like you did with my brother? You told him you loved him and then you ran a stake in his heart?” He was wild with fury. “I * * did not * * destroy Jonathon. I fell in love with him, yes, and he did with me, but I did not put the stake to his chest.” He wasn’t listening to her. “You not only took the life of one of my people, you took the life of my brother, my flesh and blood. I created him, you know. He was mine for 800 years. I loved him. And you destroyed him. “ Michael wept for the loss of Jonathon. It was very theatrical. Katherine saw right through it. “Very impressive, Michael. I’m sure you shed tears like this fifty years ago too. The truth is that one of your own people plunged the stake into Jonathon. It was one of * *your* * people who did the final act. “ She stopped for a breath. “All the time you were seducing Jonathon back to your group, you were after me.” He started to interrupt, but she continued. “Don’t try and deny it. We both know your plan was to use him to get to me. Your plan failed and with it you destroyed your own brother. You know it and I know it.” The expression on Michael’s face changed from denial to pure evil. “I wanted you then, Katherine. I want you now. And you are here!” Part 15 Nicholas and Lacroix watched Katherine leave the Raven with the Enforcers. There was not a whole lot they could do. They gained a lot of respect for her in the five minutes she was with them. Facing the Enforcers was a trying ordeal for anyone. Going with them to meet their leader would have brought some of the strongest vampires to their knees. And yet, she marched out willingly with them, head held high. Remembering his own experiences with the Enforcers, Nick was more than impressed with his partner. He glanced over at Lacroix, who beamed like a father. “This is what happened the other night?” “Yes,” Lacroix replied with pride. “Did you hear how she spoke to them? And they backed away to let her through too. Quite a lady.” Nick shot him an impatient look. “They moved so she’d get going, Lacroix.” “You saw what you saw. I know what I saw.” A heavy curtain of silence fell upon them. Both worried about her, each thinking that he should be there for her should she need help. Lacroix gestured to Miklos. “I am going out for the evening. Make sure you put in a tape of one of my old shows when the time comes. The one about love and responsibility will do nicely.” He gave him a curt nod. “You’re in charge.” Then he turned to his son. “I think it’s about time we paid Michael a visit.” Together they left the Raven and soared through the skies of Toronto. Lacroix had recently visited Michael and was familiar with the route. Even more helpful, was Katherine’s scent, which hung in the air, as the Enforcers whisked her to their lair. --- The Old Ones watched the flight to the mine with deep concern. She was alone. They had secretly hoped her new vampire family would avail themselves to her assistance. The sight of Lacroix and Knight in tandem behind her brought smiles of relief to each. She would not be alone. --- >From a distance, Nick caught sight of the Enforcers setting down in front of the darkened mine. There were no lights to indicate any type of activity. As far as the rest of the world was concerned it was unused, empty. Nick tapped Lacroix on the shoulder and pointed. “I see,” Nick could see Lacroix nod. Quietly, they landed not far from the trio and trailed them through the dark maze unnoticed. They hid in the shadows and watched Katherine enter the great room, waiting for the right time to intervene. “I just visited Michael not too long ago,” Lacroix told Nicholas. “You actually visit these people?” “It is always helpful to get to know your enemy, Nicholas. You should know that.” Lacroix walked through the tunnels as if he’d memorized them. “So you consider them enemies, Lacroix?” “In a way, yes. They serve a useful purpose, I suppose, but at the same time, they tend to poke their noses into matters that don’t need their attention. It can become quite inconvenient.” Vachon’s anguished screams interrupted the conversation. Nick shuddered at the sound. Lacroix attempted to disregard it. “What are we waiting for?” Nick began to move for the door. Lacroix put out a hand to hold him back. “Not yet, Nicholas. Patience. We will go when the time is right.” Already, he was mentally putting finishing touches on his plan. Nicholas stared at him with disbelief as another groan echoed throughout the halls. Lacroix glanced around to make sure they were alone. “Come, Nicholas, I have an idea.” Part 16 The candlelight played off Katherine’s face, giving her features a soft glow. Michael could not tell what she was thinking. “Yes, I am here, Michael. But I have no intention of staying. I had hoped we could arrange some type of truce. Make some sort of peace between us so we can go on and do what we have to do. Your constant pursuit of me has caused you to lose control of your group. Let’s work things out so you can go on and enforce what needs to be done, and I can do what I have to do.” He snickered. “That almost sounds like a threat, Katherine. Are you trying to take my group away from me?” She laughed at the thought. “Me? No. I wouldn’t think of it. But the word’s out that you’re losing control. The leaders in the other cities have their eye on you, Michael. I personally think your days are numbered.” A cloak of silence fell upon the room while he considered her words. Even Vachon had ceased moaning. After some consideration, Michael spoke. “You have a point, my dear. I have been letting things go around here. I suppose I should start working on a few details.” His eyes lit up as a sinister smile crossed his face. “I’ve decided that I will start with you!” In a blink of an eye, his hands were at her throat, fangs bared and ready to plunge into her neck. Swiftly, Katherine brought her knee in an upward motion, causing him to release her. She took advantage of his doubling over and flung him headlong into the bars of the cage. At the same time, she searched the room for something to use as a weapon. The stake he’d been tormenting Javier seemed appropriate. “I was right about you,” Michael hissed as he recovered and caught sight of the wooden pole in her hands. “You * * are * *out to destroy us.” “Not all of you, Michael. Just one.” She twirled the pole playfully. He flew at her again and again. She repeatedly fought him off. He whispered heavily with frustration. “I wanted you to be my queen, Katherine. To sit at my side and lead the Enforcers. With your talent we could have spread out and taken over more and more cities. The entire country could have been ours. You could have had anything you wanted.” Michael had maneuvered himself over toward the pen that imprisoned Vachon. With little effort, he broke the lock and reached in, dragging the lethargic vampire unceremoniously out with one hand. The movement initiated another violent spasm of pain and dry heaves. Reflexively, Katherine winced. She hoped Michael didn’t notice. Unfortunately, his quick and keen eyes didn’t miss a thing. He pulled Vachon roughly up by the hair and held him in front of his chest, using him as a shield. Vachon floated in and out of consciousness. He prayed to anyone who might hear him that this would be the end. “Your eyes betray you, Katherine Collins. You do have feelings for * * this * *.” He jerked Vachon’s head back with derision. “I’ll make peace with you alright. I’ll give him back his immortality if you agree to stay with me.” “As what, your pet?” She scoffed as she twirled the long piece of wood in her hand. Vachon began to wretch again. Michael let his body slump forward to allow him to throw up. Katherine was shocked at the sight of the pool of bright red blood at his feet. After he finished, Michael forced him back into a standing position, causing him to pass out again, and falling limp against Michael’s body. The leader of the Enforcers looked with disgust at the shell of a vampire in his hands. Then he looked at Katherine, who obviously was trying to contain herself. He was pleased with what he saw. “It’s almost over. I can prevent it. It’s not too late. What do you say, Katherine? His life for yours? The decision was never made. At that very moment, Lacroix made a grand entrance through the door. “Michael!” Lacroix greeted him cheerfully. “It’s so good to see you again!” He noted Katherine’s place in the room and then realized the flaccid individual in Michael’s grasp was Vachon. From the looks of things, he feared they were too late. “Oh, I’m interrupting. Please forgive me.” Nicholas guarded the door to ward off additional interruptions. He too had a look at Vachon and wondered about their timing. “Lucien Lacroix,” Michael hissed with contempt. “You have the worst case of bad timing of anyone I know.” Lacroix smiled. “We will go if you wish, but it appears that you are having some sort of party, and I haven’t had any kind of fun in a long time.” As he spoke, he gestured around the room, which had been splattered with blood spilt during the fight. Pretending to just notice Katherine, he walked in her direction. “You are Katherine Collins, I assume. I have seen you in the Raven once or twice. Permit me to introduce myself. I am Lucien Lacroix, proprietor of the Raven, and friend of Michael.” He bowed elegantly and reached for her hand to kiss it. As their eyes met, he projected to her, “It’s nice to meet you, Lucien Lacroix.” Michael was unhappy with the interruption. His suspicious nature told him that Lacroix was up to something. The body in his grasp became oppressively heavy, and he let Vachon drop to the floor in a bloody heap. Lacroix watched the movement with disdain. “Is that how you treat your guests? Why, you didn’t even introduce us.” He retained his hold on Katherine’s hand to keep her from running to Vachon’s aid. He knew her instinct would make her go to him. Now was not the time. “He’s having a bad day.” Michael scowled, stepping over the body as he headed over towards his newest guest. “You never show up here unless you want something, Lacroix. What is it this time?” The elder vampire became a picture of all his years, strength and importance as he changed his stance. The maneuver startled and frightened Michael. “I do want something, Michael. It’s not a big thing by comparison to what you’ ve asked of me in the past, and I of you. A rather small matter, actually. I think you’ll be most agreeable when you hear my terms.” Michael sat down ceremoniously on his throne. Doing so reassured him of his stature in the community. “Get on with it! What do you want?” “As I said, I think you will like the terms of my proposal, Michael. They suit your purposes so nicely.’ Michael struck the arm of his chair with his fist in anger. “Lacroix! Get on with it!” “To get to the point, the word amongst us is that Ms. Collins here is one of us. My suspicions were confirmed the other night.” Katherine gave him a startled look. Michael bolted to his feet. “She’s not! I would have sensed it. I would know!” “Oh, but she is, my friend. I saw her transformation myself. Didn’t your messenger relay the story? No? Well it’s hard to find good help nowadays. I propose that I take this fledgling under my wing and instruct her in the proper etiquette of her kind in these times. I’m sure you’ll agree that we can’t have her running around without proper instruction, can we Michael?” Michael misinterpreted her look as one of fear. “What about her master? Who created her? “ Lacroix flashed a disarming smile. “The circumstances around her creation are unimportant at this point, wouldn’t you say? As for her master, she is without one and that, we all know is a very dangerous thing for a novice vampire.” Michael redirected his attention to Katherine. “When were you going to tell me, Katherine? How long did you think you could have hidden your secret?” He stood before her now, his mind greedily considering plans for her. A look of contempt was her answer as she caressed the stick in her free hand. “You are correct, Lacroix, in your assumption that your news suits my purposes. In fact, this suits me just fine.” He gave Katherine another long, thoughtful look. “You see, my dear, by virtue of the fact that you are a part of our community, you are answerable to me. You have no choice but to do my bidding!” He floated around the room with glee. “There are always choices, Michael,” Katherine told him impatiently. She wanted this to be over and done with. “Let’s not argue here,” Lacroix interrupted diplomatically. “What do you think? You know I can give her a more complete education than anyone here. I might even get her to learn to respect you.” --- “Can I help you?” Nick asked casually. “You have no business being here,” the leader hissed. “Step aside.” Michael paid no attention to the conversation at the door. Several of his men, sensing the unwanted intruders, had come to investigate. They were quite surprised to find Nick appearing to guard the entrance of their master ’s room. Nick held his ground. “I don’t think so. Your master and mine are engaged in some serious business. I have been instructed to allow no one inside.” He growled, eyes glowing red. Confused by the unexpected show of aggression, the men in black paused, turning their heads as if listening to instruction, then departed. Nick smiled with satisfaction and returned to his previous position, leaning against the wall. He waited for his cue from Lacroix. One that he hoped wouldn’t happen. --- “Come, now, Lucien, do you really think after all I’ve gone through because of this vixen, I will be willing to give her up so easily? “ Suspicious again, he wanted to know, “Why are you so interested in her? What has she done to you?” Lacroix laughed with amusement. “Really, Michael, do you honestly think that this child could have any affect over me? You are losing it, I’m afraid. Your hatred of her has blinded you to the possibilities of her usefulness. Give her to me. Let me mold her and shape her to our purposes.” “NO! You ARE in league with her. I know it. You are plotting against me, all of you. She’s mine. She’s always been mine, that was the agreement.” Michael made a successful grab for Katherine, and catching her off guard, pulled her to him. Katherine glared at him. She struggled to loosen the grip around her chest. He was crushing her. “I will no longer tolerate your interference, Lacroix. Your offer is unacceptable. Guards!” Michael yelled. There was no answer. “Guards!” He ordered again. That was the cue. Nicholas entered the room, locking the doors behind him. “They won’t appear, Michael. They don’t hear you any longer,” Lacroix told the crazed vampire. “It’s over. We both know it. Your second in command has been told that you no longer are in charge. He was awarded the dubious honor of taking your place amongst the leaders. “ Michael stared at him with disbelief. “You lie! They would never replace me! I built this area to what it is. I mean too much to them. I told them I would bring her down. She is my prize. I will not give her up.” He closed his eyes, breathing in her scent. It was disorienting. He wanted her all these years, and now he had her, and no one was going to take her away. He arched his head back, baring sharp-yellowed fangs poised to sink into her flesh. The Enforcers that Nicholas had chased away returned, tripled in number. They were the few remaining loyal to Michael. The rest had been told of the change of command and were only too glad to heed it. Katherine twisted out of Michael’s grip at the sound of the doors being forced open. The Enforcers immediately went for Nick and Lacroix.