From: 883_regespi@nhusd.k12.ca.us 
Date: Thu, 27 May 1999 12:37:50 -0700 
Subject: fk story: Vampire Truth 

This is my frist Forever Knight post. THis story came to me sunday
night(5/23/99). I was just thinking of a way to end another story. But
then this came to mind. I am still trying to think of a better name for
this so if you read it and think of one just say it! E-mail me if you
like, don't like it,if you know LaCroix's home number (or Nick's). Just
E-mail me and tell me what you think. Here my e-mail
883_regespi@nhusd.k12.ca.us . I know that no one in forever Kight
belongs to me.  (tears)I am just useing them for my own evil good. Don't
worry I'll put them back so that everyone else can play with them like a
good little girl. Ok on with the show!


Vampire Truth
          By:Ladylilly_rose aka ChildAmara

     How many time sdid you have a bad dream about a vmapire tearingin
to your neck?  Didyou wake and put your hand on your neck where you
thought the fangs had been?  Did you whisper "It's just a dream, they're
not real!"  Well, I am here to tell you this is no dream, Vampires are
here...they're real!  Are you scared?  Now you are going to walk down a
dark street with a cross in your hands.

     Are you going to tell everyone what I said?  You know they won't
believe you...Think about it, do you even believe it?  No!  Well, you
should!  Now are you afraid?  I can see something in your eeys. 
Mmm.....What can it be?  I've seen it countless time sbefore.  Should I
tell you what it's like to be a vampire?

     Cast from the sun, your left to the night.  It's a cold mother that
welcomes her babes.  You start to miss the sun for the first 100 years. 
But after that all you want is the moon.  The stars become your brothers
and sisters.  The moon your mother.  You call upon her in your need. 
There is no God to you.  Only night! 

     Tell me would you give up the sun to live forever?  In the cold of
the nigt?  Why do you cry? Mmm?  I hope you don't cry for me....I know
that life in the night can be lonely.  Save your tears they might be the
last ones you cry for a long time.

     Some call us evil...But who can say what evil is and what's not! 
You think I am eveil?  I only feed to live, does not the lion do the
same?  No one calls it evil!  No, only nature!  I have ran across people
who said they were good and holy!  But they did some evil.  Killed in
the name of God.  Tell me what has y our God done for you?

     I can see the cross around your neck.  Did you think that makes me
weak?  Well, yes it can, but you dont really believe in it.  The sun can
kill us as well as life giving water that had words said over it.  Holy
water!  It burns the skin, makes red mars, as sun burns you from the
inside out....making you dust!

     That's not the only thing that can kill you!  No....Oh!  You think
you know!  Yes!  That's right!  A sake in the heart!  Mmm....I see you
like those old moves!  But don't believe everything you see!  Someof it
is nothing but fools play!  We don't turn into bats.

     Ah! You smile...do you think it's a joke? No, it is not!  I came
hunting for food....I am always hunting.  I have found others to make my
own.  My children all gone.  Do you know what it's like to lose thos you
love?!  To see all around you death?

     Oh yes, you think we "monsters" can't love?  I have loved, but only
to have her taken away from me!  My sweet love, I still can see her and
hear her voice as I sleep.  Hear her calling to me.  Asking why i didn't
take her with me to my world.

     I have lost all of my children.  For all my life all I wanted was
someone to love!  They both turn on me!  One that I wanted as my mate! 
Says she want another!  She wanted me to make him her little Holy
Warrior!  (With blood on his hands!)  Ha!  That was a joke that did not
last long, all she wanted was God's forgiveness!  She came back then
went away, back again!  Then she went away for good!  She died as
mortal!

     Then there was my son, the holy warrior with the bloddy hands.  He
had so much guilt!  He thought that we were evil also.  It took him
time, but he found a way out!  He found a mortal female (that would play
God with all our lives.)  She told him that she could and would find the
"cure"!  There is no cure!  Only word sspoken by those who long to be
together.  They lie to each other!  When it came time for the cure to
work, I had to step in because my son killed his little mate! (Now his
blood is on my hands!)  He was never good at making plans!

     Now I have no one!  No one!  But there is you!  I could make you my
child....would you like that? 

     What?  Did you say no?? Think about it my dear, you could live
forever!  Death will pass you by!

     What, you say you don't want to see all of your loved ones die
before you eyes? (As I did!)  Well, my dear, that why we do not have to
stay in one place!  We keep moving, never stopping.

     Just give me your blood and I will give you mine!  You don't have
to say anything.....Come I am bored and want to play!  Now I know you
fear.  Oh don't call out to your God of yours.  He's not here!  There is
only me, you and the night.

     It's time, I will have another child.  Who you ask?  You silly
child, why that is you!

(5 minutes later)

     What you hunger?  Well, it is time to hunt.  Who will you be
willing to kill.  (The first is always thebest!)  Was there someone mean
to you in your old life?  Ah, I see there was!  Well, let us go. You
need to feed and I need to get out of this place...Come lets go hunt.

The End

Remember e-mail me if you have a new for the tale, if you like it,
(smiles) or if you don't like it. (Tears). Just have a good day or
night. BYE-BYE